Super-Crazee Lyfe of mine~!!

CLEO prize winner

2008-06-17T09:06:00.000-07:00

I received a CLEO's letter thru the letter box.
I am one of the lucky winner to have won a Trucco Necklace worth $65.
I nvr felt so damn lucky before. hahs! woooo.
Erm.. perhaps im going to redeem it this Saturday. =)

Anw,well,life move on. Other than taking care of my beautiful gorgeous cutest
fairest Princess,Im too obsessed with the Zee Tv dramas.
That ive seem to be neglecting my studies all along.
Bad bad me. Wonder if the same mistake is going to repeat once again due to this laziness issue.
n yes,babygirl started to talk nowdays. I feel,in fact, all of us feel like kicking her butt
cos she is so damn cute. Keep on uttering the word ," A-DADA!" N she keep on saying it.
Ive been trying hard telling her to call me MAMA. haha. N of course,the daddy will cut our conversations along the way by telling her to call him ABAH. haha.
Somehow,i feel that she will call Abah first instead of Mama cos since the day she used
to be in the hospital,she sneezed once and uttered,"AHPU!".
Its all started with the word"AH" u see. Haha. I hope u guys understand lorr. =)
Whatever it is,whichever name shes gonna call out first is fine with me.
In fact,I find it too cute to be true. hehe.

She has been walking all over the house by walker. So damn cute. Like crab !
N she keeps it coming after us. Wherever we go,she will tag along. Sungguh kepo dan bijak anak aku! Jendol dpn maknenya budak pandai ! hehe. Like babydoll uh her face.
Leh pengsan aku tgk. Sometimes i wonder,how come the Mothers out there nvr like btol2 geram with their babies. Kan cute giler sehh.

Anw,bought hubby dearest a bolster & a shert for Fathers Day n wrote on top of it,
"From Mama Idah & Syaikhah! =).
Just like he gave me a pillow bear for Mothers Day & write the same thing. =)
N bestfrens acerlli din forget to wish me Mothers Day. Im so damn touched seyy.
hehe. U guys make it more special by wishing me that.
Its our first Mothers & Fathers' Day.=) Thank you darlings.

I received the seab letter to go and take my entry proof in Bedok View Sec.
Which means im taking my Lc and oral over in time to come.
Believe it or not,Malay oral is on the 4th of nxt month. n now its nearly getting to the end of June. Im so unprepared sehh. Later i talk rubbish again n they'll laugh at me again.
Wonder how all of u got distinction huh??! lols.

Babygirl is currently sleeping. In one hr time is her feeding time.
N tomorrow she got KK appointments for dieticion and Cardiac(Heart Specialists).
Pardon for the long time of not updating. =)
But that doesnt mean i really wont be updating anymore kan?

And one more thing,that girl didnt come to my house since the last 2 days.
So peaceful laa seyy. hahaa.
Kalau tk,hari2 terlantar pat katel tdo terpongok pat rumah org tnk balek.
Mengalahkan da kawen. Benci aku tgk.
Tkder iniatives and limit tros. GERAM !
Jannah,im still so damn furious u noe. grrrbrrr !!

Niwae,ill be watching my latenight movie as usual.
Take care,Goodnight people.

-idahsen

GOODBYE BLOGGY!!

2007-02-12T17:13:00.000-08:00

GOODBYE FRIENDSTER!
Both darling & I have deleted our friendster.

Next topic,
MY BLOG. ='')
Well... This blog which full of memories,
dramatic,sensation & feelings finally
I decided to close down. =''_
Its kinda sad acerlly.
Im so blooody attached to this blog which r part of my life.
Been with this precious blog since SEC 2.2004.
Well,wat else can u expect?
I love it soo much.
But not as much as i LOVE MY SAYANGLAH!
There were happy memories,sad memories, & everything in my entries!
Gonna delete it by tonight,
Even thou i dint get to read it agn those past bittersweet memories,
The good memories will alwaes kept close in my heart forever in my mind & soul.
For sweet memories r meant to be treasure.
Bad memories r meant to b discarded.
This blog knows every single thing bout me.
Ok,bullshit.haha!

Thks readers hu enjoyed reading my blog so much.
Love ya'll/
Dunt worry k for dose KEPO-CHI,
Ill keep u inform too bout my NEW URL.haha!.
So krg tkya nk susah gode blog org carik aku peh url baru! hoho.
See,i got ur interest at heart.
hahahahahahahahaa. !

WAAAAAH.... =''(
BYE2 STEPFAZIRA.BLOGSPOT.COM.
I STILL LOVE ERRA FAZIRA THOU!
heheheh!
Bye2 kenangans! Im gonna miss u!
Lotsa new journey awaits me.=)

U see,for darling & my Olvels,
im willing to sacrifice my precious blog.
& my friendster.
Cos i wont be spending too much tyme on computer animore.
Instead STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
Yeah,im gonna be a nerdy.
hahahahahahaah.=))

Love u bloggy.=''')
Tkc k bloggy.Miss me k!
Ok nie da gilerr!=)

To fellow readers,
we can always still keep in touch! =)

GOODBYE!
-IDAH_CICAK

2007-02-11T21:27:00.000-08:00

testing testing!

Cycling all e way!

2007-02-11T21:20:00.000-08:00

WOHOOOOO.~!
Had sucha WONDERFUL TYME wif my SWEETHEART.=D.
So romantic lorr. ! shh.=)
Cut short,we cycled arnd Bedok till e Bedok Town Park.
The place wer we both lepak for e 2nd tyme.
First tyme was town u see.=)
Sat in front of hym.
Kept smooching.hoho!
as i saed,cut short.
ATTENTION GUYS,
IM DELETING MY FRIENDSTER & MY BLOG BY TODAY.
YESS,MY BLOG-IM REALLY DELETING IT.
BUT,
Will be making a new one which gonna be share both my darling & I! =)
Stay tuned!
Will be bloghopping n leave my new url soon on ur blog!

GOODBYE MEMORIES!
*smell e air*
Its all abt u baby...
MUACKZSS!

-IdahSen.

Declarations

2007-02-10T00:20:00.000-08:00

IM MISSING MY DARLING SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.
UNEXPLAINABLE. =''(
I WANNA BE IN HIS ARMS.
I WANNA HAVE FUN WITH HYM.
I WANNA DO SILLY & NOTTY THINGS WIF HYM.
I MISS MY SAYANG HU STOLE MY HEART.
N DEN RAN AWAY WIF IT.=''(
BACEN,I HATE MISSING SUMBODY
COS E FEELINGS R JUST SO TORTURING & UNBEARABLE.
I MISS MY LOVE.
EVERY SINGLE THING BOUT HYM.
I DUNT NEED BIGS WORDS.
I DUN NEED POEMS TO PROVE MY SINCERITY,
JUST NOE DAT WATEVER I WROTE...
COMES RIGHT FROM MY HEART.
I LOVE YOU.

-idah_cicak

Olevels results

2007-02-09T16:08:00.000-08:00

After witnessing those ppl taking their Olvels results.
Seeing the joys n sadness of each of the look,
simply hold back my tears.
Next year,its gonna be my turn taking dose results.='(
Im scared.='''(
Congrats Lin for getting 15.
She was sad thou as shes been hoping to get into Jc
All e way till U.
Im sad =''(for her yet happy for her.='')
She was one of e top 3 student for Nlvels in 2005 wif 4points.
N she got 15points for Os.
If I get 15,I would be jumping on e bed right now out of joy.
N congrats Pasirians,all of u did it.
Congrats.=)
U made us proud.
Nxt year,we have to be better a percentage den u guys.=p
If u wanna noe,Pasir Ris is one of e top skool in neighbourhood.
Autonomous? insyallah eh prs.haha.
Records tuu g turon kan dulu.=p

-idah_cicak

Bad luck

2007-02-09T11:00:00.000-08:00

Y AM I SO FUCKING UNLUCKY?

Skoool drive me mad

2007-02-08T14:43:00.000-08:00

Im currently so busy.
So worn out wif skool stuffs.
Skool has been very fun & great.
Tomorrow is e release of e Gce Olvels Results.
N we have to be present to witness those hu wil be taking it.
All e best guys.
Dunt wory,efforts will pay off.=)
Had talked wif principal in class just now.

All of us had sucha wonderful tyme chatting & sharing stories wif her.
im starting to like her.
See guys?
Never judge a book by its cover.
Shes a totally fun person to be with.gerek.=)
Theres laughter everywer.
N we r e best class she enjoyed talking with.
Cheers 4 5a1!
Darling,i miss u.
He came to my crib yesterday.
Watched some movies.=)
Wonderful.
tireddd.

Da~
-idah_cicak

Weekends Outing

2007-02-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

Saturday fever.
My baby darling & I.

Sunplaza Park TAKE ONE, ACTION!
I love it everytime he does that.

N im so enjoying it too.love!

Ooops,he did it agn! yeahness.=D

Dancing in e moonlight...

TRUE LOVE.=)

Look carefully.=)

Do it twice.(at spiderwebs)

MY FAVOURITE PIC OF E DAY.=D.

CONGRATS SPORE FOR WINNING THE MATCH!!!
THAIS WERE SUCHA SORE LOSER!!
WEN SPOE WON,THEY INSTANTLY LEFT E STADIUM.
LYKE ONLY 1/4 OF E PPL LEFT IN E STADIUM.
PATHETIC THAIS.
SPORE,U MADE US PROUD AGN!!!!
YAYYYYYY!!!
3-2.=)

The fact is i was out e whole day dat i MISSED THE BIG SHOW.
Cos i spent my day to e fullest wif my darling u see.=)
My special weekends must not be MISSED .
Before i start all e hectic weekdays agn!

So yeah,wonderful outing wif darling today & yesterday.
Met darling yesterday by 5 plus.
Off to Tampines.
Had my eyebrows trimmed!
Been wanting to get it done since the past few weeks.
Hahah! had sucha jovial tyme wif e Lady there
hu did for me those eyebrows.
She spoke to me Chinese all e way.
Hahaha.N she was so shocked wen i acerlly replied her in Chinese Lang!
N she laughed so loud irresistably.haha.
See,i understand n can talk Chinese okeh.
The lady,I think shes from China.
She doesnt understand English at all.hehe.
Hahaha..acerly the only Chinese words i saed were...
"WA PU MIMPAI"
(I DUN UNDERSTAND)
"WA PU YAO"
(I DUN WANT)
SEISEI
(THANKS)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
Next ate Kfc.=)
Loves it.
Then he sent me till nearby Lin's house.
N we bid goodbye.
Went to sleepover at Lin's house.
Cos Sunday which is today got ngaji which started at 9.30am.
So early yet so sleepy.
Reached Lin's house by 9 plus den i went to sleep.
Gosh,i must be so tired to have sleep early!

Woke up in e early morn,
we had our ngaji.
Yay! Finishing e book oready.
The ustazah even saed we absorb & managed to understand really fast.
Am proud of myself.
Of us.=)
Then got dressed.
Darling fetched me under the block.
Yay! Loves!!
Then proceed to my crib.
We spent 2hrs insyde there.=)
Wonderful tyme.!
Doing everything nice.hahaa. =p.hoho.
Went out n ate at Macdonalds.USUAL stuff.hehs.=)
Our plan for e day acerly playing rollerblade over at East Coast
or catch a movie.
So we decided to catch a movie.
Shld be at Lido but its kinda late so went over to Tamp Gv.
Browsed over the movies.
Darn,all e movies were lame.
So we decided not to watch.

Cut short.
Then went & ate at Delifrance.
The croissant Tuna & Cocoa Divine Ice cream.
I sweared the ice cream tasted really awful.
But we really had sucha sensational tyme.
We watched Lin as she work as the customer service dere.
Hahaha! its funny.
Wow,i salute her
.Shes a good communicator n sucha multi-tasker.=D.
Haha.cuteness.
Bought a packet of SWEETS.=D.
Then went to Sunplaza Park.
Hang arnd wif darling.
We tot of lying dwn on the spiderweb thingy but damn,
it broke.urgh.
So we just climbed it n sat on the webs.=)
BEST.='')

It is so quiet n isolated.haha.
Then went over to e swing.
=)
Well just look at e pichas okeh?
Went & sat wif darling on 1 swing.=)
Board the bus wif baby n all e way to Prs.
We just hard to let go of each other.
He waited till my bus came.
N yeah,my day ended.
Tk cukop. ='(

K LOVE YOU DARLING.
Ikotkn hati,mls,pnt & ngntok nk g skolah bsk.
OLEVELS PEH PSL.
Kalo mcm last year n e year b4,da berlambak kali tk dtg.
Urgh.
I din noe Olvels could change a person.
Hahss.

Maths Hmeworks r not done yet!
DIE.
Skoolbag haven pack.
=.=''''

K gudnight loves!
-idah_cicak

Wannabes

2007-02-02T23:45:00.000-08:00

Have ur teeth gritted nicely wif no holes,
den talk to me okeh? 1 of my art research.

For e 1st tyme in sec,i used crayon.
Haha,rmbering those prime days where we had to use crayons for art.=)

Hohooo.
Today is a shitty day.
Skipped e PTM cos of several reasons.
Mann,
I wonder y.

Ppl kept coming into my life every now n den.
Unimportant ppl.
Hahaaa.Gosh,
I dunt hafta to be a celebrity cos automatic,
theres always ppl hu interested & being part of my life.
N tongue automatic wags.
I wonder y.
Girls nowdays
(referring to e minorities),
simply have no shame.
I hope u dunt blong 2 e minority n teraser plak.
haha..paiseh karang nnti.haha.

Okay,
yeaps.dats all.
I was so sleepy & tired in e skool today.
Physic test was sucky.
Gonna flunk badly.

WAT A SHITO! =D.

-idah_cicak

Hectic

2007-02-01T21:48:00.000-08:00

My body is aching all over.
Im so damn tired.
Skool was great.
During ace tyme,Sham & Hakim played guitar & sang for e class.
2 english songs n 1 one mly song.
Jiwang beb-Bidadari.=)

If only darling sing it for me...
Hehehehehe!!!
Ok tk tau malu!
Muackzs!! Love youuuu!!

Rushed home.
Got dressed.=)
N rushed out from e house.
Board e bus & all e way to Woodland.
To darling's skool.=)
Fetched hym at e 7-11 in his skool there.
I brought along my roxy bag filled wif physic books n english worksheet.
Studied in e bus.=)
Went into e poly,da mcm kakak2 uh konon.haha.
N darling kept calling me mcm BABY BABY instead of kakak2.
hmph! hahaha.
Met my darling there.
Proceed to mrt n alighted at Toa Payoh.
Went to some places.
Ate Double Cheeseburger.=)
Had sucha wonderful tyme wif my honeyy.=)

This year has been a hectic year for us.
N still am.
Cos we're getting too busy.
Me wif my packed schdules.Hwks n etc.
N darling wif skool stuffs,tutoring n etc.
N so e only day we get to really have fun is none other then
SATURDAY.
N SUNDAY SOMETIMES IS FAMILY DAY U SEE.=(
In 2006,2005,2004,we see each other almost everyday.
In fact,every single day!
We had total funs.
Skipping skool.
Went back late at night n so on so on.
We missed dose tyme.
But watever it is,
we will make e best of it even it last only for an hour! =)

Slept on darling's lap in e bus.
Pityy darling.
His legs cramped after dat.& he unable to walk.
But he still insisted to alight anw.
He struggling to walk.
Alah shyg..
Then i massaged his legs for hym.
After all,its all bcos of me.
He just kept mum all bcos i was sleeping on his lap.
='') Love u soo much.

Then darling sent me till my staircase.
Took out my laptop to hym.
He installed for me THE SIMS 2! YAYYY!
Tk concentrate lah aku pat Olvels lah nmpknyer!
haha! eh2! of course i still do!
My darling carrying his heavy laptop all along.
N he nvr fails to be dere for me.
Thanks for everything darling.
love u soo much.

pssst:Anw,bout yesterday match.
Forget to stress bout one thing,
SPORE's GOALKEEPER TOTALLY ROCKS!!!
HE IS SO TALL.
N HE CAUGHT E BALL ALOT OF TIMES.
I SALUTE YOU.
U MADE US PROUD. =D.

Wow,im still excited n hyperactive bout yesterday match! =D.

Okay,gudnight loves!
-idah_cicak

SPORE WON!!!!

2007-01-31T22:19:00.000-08:00

YES UH!!!!!!!
LIONS ROAR!!
SPORE WON!!!!
HIP HIP HURRAY!!!!!!!!!
THAILAND R SUCHA SORE LOSER!
TO PICK UP A FIGHT AGAINST E POOR REFEREE & SPORE!
WAT A LOSER.
BUT BOHT TEAM REALLY PLAYED VERY WELL.
VERYY DRAMATIC N FULL OF ACTIONS.
YAYYYY!!
2-1!
I WATCHED E MATCH SINCE IT STARTED ALL E WAY TILL IT ENDED.
BUT I MISSED SEEING SPORE SCORED E 1ST GOAL COS I WAS STUDYING FOR MY PHYSIC!!!
GO SPORE GO!!
DAMN,IM SO HYPERACTIVE RIGHT NOW!
N NOW FOR SURE,
THAILAND GONNA REVENGE SPORE IN E NEXT MATCH
WHICH GONNA HELD IN THAILAND!!
BRAVO ONCE AGN SPORE!!
U MADE US PROUD.
BUT STILL,ONE MORE MATCH TO GO,
GIVE IT UR BEST SHOT.
WOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!

-IDAH_CICAK =D

Brownies anyone?

2007-01-30T16:47:00.000-08:00

Just took it.PUTERI ku.
Sunday.=)

Preparations.

Brownie making.

Chocolatee!

Mine is ready to be bake! =)

Baking!

Baked,cutting e brownies.=)

The blue Tuperware was for darling & family.
N e other 2 containers were for my side.=)

Darling was so eager to eat my brownies.hehe~!

He so loving my brownie! yay! He saed SEDAP GILER! hehs.

Cousin's house.

Lin & I. =) Dtg burok btolnyer burok sey! haha.

Okay,Lets start of wif today topic.
I received my Maths Test.
N amazingly i passed despite e last minute flip thru of e notes.
hahaha.N yeah,I got Chemistry Ca1 just now.
N damn,i din study for it.
Sure gonna fail even thou its easy.=.=''
Ok,blame myself.LER.I passed my Mt lah.
haha.still e same,tk naek tk turon.
Alwaes got a B4 for it. haiz.
Its funny how i could pass cos i did it at e very last of 15-20mins.
Wif no efforts at all.
LUCK.haha.
Today i was kinda cheery in skool.=)
Me dunooo y.=)

Sunday outing-
Rmber i brought the Instant brownie?
Yes.darling been bugging me to bake it asap cos he is craving for it.
SYG AKU TAW.!
So yeah,on sunday my ngaji was cancelled.
N the pathetic thing is,
my house got e baking oven but we hav nvr use it b4 since we moved in.
So I dunt dare to use it.unless deres sumbody to switch it on for me.=.=''
Without telling darling,
I went over to Lin's house.
Where i baked Brownies wif herr.=)
Myne e fudge chocolate while Lin's dark chocolate.
The main purpose of me not telling darling cos i wanna gave hym a surprise
underneath his block wif e brownies.=)
So i had a jovial tyme baking wif Lin e brownies.
N my brownies turnt out really nyce n delicious
den before.
I once bake brownies for darling in 2005.= )
Tasted really nyce but it was hard n crispy.
So this tyme,i added more water & eggs to make it more softer.=)
n to me,it turnt out fabulously.=)

Then by 1,
MY BABY WOKE UP N IMMEDIATELY CALLED ME.
ARGHHHH.HAHAHA.
I HAVE TO LIE AS IN WHERE I WAS AT DAT MOMENT LAH.
So kan...
HE IS REALLY NOTTY.
FEELING SUMTHING IS FISHY.
HE KEPT KOLLING ME.
Hahaha.I lied to hym i was at e bustop lah.
train lah.
N etc n etc.
But my background is really quiet.
So I ran out of e house to e staircase to get some noises,
BUDDEN,
There were very little noises INSTEAD ECHO could be heard.
hahahaha.
Tonggan langgang aku tipu.
N darling began to smile n giggled n giggled!
NOTTY LAH BABY!!
SPOIL JER PLAN ORG!!
N he sent me really CUTE MSG HE MADE HYMSELF.
A sort of mouse asking WHERE R YOU.
Veryyy notty! hmph!
SYGG YOUU.
Then,i told hym to just wait for me.
Stop calling me n ill b over later.
He still distracting me thou wif my stoopid lies n quiet background.
Hahahahah.ape daaa.

Everythings done,I went out of e house.
Rushed all e way n waited for my syg underneath his block.
The moment he stepped out from e lift,he smiled at me.
VERY CHEEKY SMILE.
MUACKZS!.
N i gave hym half of e brownies i baked for hym.=)

Went over to White Sands.
Ate Mc Spicy Meal wif darling at Mac,obviously.
Then he began eating my brownies non stop.=)
ALAH SYG.
Im glad he loves it.
Instead he kept complimented my brownies! yay!

Then,darling bought me a belt.
Really nyce.Thks alot sweetheart.=)
Board e bus.
Had sucha great tyme in there.=)
The tyme already shown 4plus in e evening.
But I have to alight first as im heading to my aunt's house.
She made a very nyce Nasi Lemak.
So its lyke family gatheing uhs.
Mit up wif e rest of my cousins,bro,relatives over dere.
KECOH BENAR.=)

Darling went over to his aunty's house too.
Cos they're having a bday celebrations for his niece i think.
So yeah,there is sure to be alot of foods over there!
His side,i meant.=)
Darling showed his family the brownies.
"Makcik n his bro really like it.N complimented my brownies.Sedap"
Yay! haha.
His daddy & lil bro dun quite like brownies.
So in e end,majority of e brownies were eaten by darling!
Fatty bom bom.!hehs.LOVE U!

Ok,back to e topic in my aunt's place.
Ate nasi Lemak n etcc.
Wackiness arose btwn us all.=)
So yeah,i gave em my brownies.
N kuzzen was so crazed over my brownies.
N she saed myne was much more delicious than Lin's! haha!
jgn marah eh! hehe!
Gave it to bro.
Okay this scaryy.
Cos he could just gobble it all at one go.haha.
While munching,he complimented my brownies by saying," POWER!"=)
Yayyy! Success agn!
N I gave e rest of em to have e taste of my brownies too.
They loves it.
N now dey r pestering me to do it agn.=.='''.
Oven tuu g btolkan dulu ehh.haha.

Okay,dats all.
Reached hme by 9plus.
Studied my Maths only for awhile.
Hehe.Yay.still pass it thou.haha.
So yeah,dats all.
Im tired.
DOOOODLESS.

-idah_cicak

PEACE

2007-01-29T22:40:00.000-08:00

Okay guys,e girl tagged me agn.
Buat kecohh lagi.
I deleted their tags cos dey really dirtied my tagboard.
Gosh.Isnt it stoopid to settle things in e tagboard?
Girls,how immature can u get eyy?
but still im not gonna let u guys missed wat she wrote.
Read wat she tagged me n im gonna reply each of her taggie.=)

50: tiz is wat fatin would owaes say "hey, looking dwn on others doesnt mean euu better."
Me: HELO. Since wen i look dwn on you eyy?
Do you want me to? =)
Nahhhh.hahaaa.im not wicked as u r.

50: dpt balasan jgk lah eyy. stakat nie pn nk kecoh. sudalah.

Me:HELOOO. SAPER BUAT KECOH NIE.? =)
Errrr,stepfazira.blogspot.com sape nyer blog ehh?
Kau tau tk saper??
HAHA.dpt balasan tk tentu pasal eyy? insyaallah.=)
Tgk Tuhan side saper.
Sape yg hati busok atau sape yg kene perbuatan org. =)

50: kiter diam salah, kecoh salah. abes ko pk per kiter ni sebok2? den hw bout others ? kwn ko tu, shasha. yg dier nk kpo2 sal sak ? tkper ah. ferget bout tiz lah eyy. ape yg kw wat pt org kn,

Me:Hmm..Shasha eh? u r busybody urself.dun pin pointing at ppl.
Mirror urself ferst lah deyyyy.=)
Tuu lah,DIAM SALAH.KECOH SALAH.
Thats e Y.SETTLE DPN2 IS E BEST WAY OUT.
So we get to hear both opinions instead of 1 sided story.
Make sense? =)
Think agn.

50: beb, stakat sekali lah deng. abeh kw teros melarat sampai maki2 smua. kw suker klu org wat ko gnik? tk kn. kw nk mohsen dumb ko keper ? n stop lah all ur bullshits.

Me:eeeerr gal,sape eh CHEEKYBOY hu saed,"
U look SWEET but e way u talk was disgusted."
N ZEA hu left me a non exist bullshit email?
Saperrr ehhhh tuuu yg hatetag aku...yg start dulu..ishk ishk isk..
Cmon,admit it.=)
Have e courage.
ERRRR,U MEAN DUMB OR DUMP? hahaaa!! Tkmo mskkan
cite psl r'ship aku,tk kene mengene dlm cite.haha.
Laen topic plak dier pegi.Da out of point.
ohhhhhh.AKU MMG TK SUKE.
TPI KAU SUKE TK POMPAN GILER ALEH2 CARIK HAL NGN KO
HATETAG KO TK TENTU PASAL?
THINK.=)

50: fatin ttp kwn gan kw as usual. den kw blng fizah pasal fatin letak gmbr ahkeer. stakat tu pn kw nk blng fizah per. den kw mcm mrh2 fatin bub dier letak namer dier fhbms, jastina,tin,zea smua.

ME: N i still treated her as acquantaince even thou she did that.
Sabar jer I. =))
Hahahaha,fizah ehh? Hey,shes my babe.
We r close n we tell each other everything.
Waddoya noe? Asl? Syakeer da tk layan ko lagi ehh? is that e reason y ure mad?
Haha.Gal,Fizah is his gf.They have reached 1 yr plus of r'ship.
N she shld noe wat a total bitch u made up of by takin dat kind of pose wif her bf.
She has e right to noe n get mad wif it.
Flirts? okay,words have been get arnd dat u have been a total flirt.
But Nahhhh.I dun care bout ur personality.
HMMM..ko suke tk pompan laen berkepit dgn mataer ko?
Unless ure a gerl pimp,u wont care less.
Am i right? =)
N I DO make sense.
Cos I think. =)

50 ko pk per aku ni adk2 ko? hey cumon lah beb. fiz dulu kw tuduh2 fatin pasal fatin flirt gan mataer ko. padahal fatin statkat kasi mataer ko testi n WISH EU BOTH LAZ LONG tau deyy. tapi,

ME: WOW."WISH U BOTH LAZ LONG"
jer ker yg dier tules ehh?
AMAZING.=)
errr,im e youngest in e family.=)
N i dun need another lil sister to call my own.
HAHAHAHA.=)
Aniway sayang,dunt rake up e past.
It is so childish n so not moving on.
Girls,i think u need to do some soul searching & be responsible for
ur actions.

=)
IM DONE.

Gosh,cant she just MIT ME UP?
Mapek siol settle pat tag.
Batang hidong pon tk nmpk. =)

N girl,this gonna be my last entry bout you.
Cos i dunt blong to e childish world
hu settle conflicts thru taggie or blog.
=)
N im so concentrating on my Olvels.
Which r way more impt den u.=)
But..if things still gonna be e same..
jeng jeng jeng... =D.

-idah_cicak

WOHOOOOO

2007-01-27T22:55:00.000-08:00

MY WHOLE FAMILY SCREAMED!!!
SPORE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL 5 GUYS GOALED!!
PITYY E LAST MAN OF MSIA.
DATS CAUSED EM TO LOSE!
YAYYYY!!!!!!
AMAZING!!!

Bugisss

2007-01-27T21:35:00.000-08:00

I love hym okehh.
Baby playing e airplane.

HARLOOOO. =)
Watching MALAYSIA VS SPORE.
GO SPORE!!
Both tie for e tyme being.
Gosh.sad to say this.
But spore now is not as good as those Fandi Ahamd tyme.
I could still rmber em even when thou i was small at dat moment.
Msia mostly long hair.haha.
I wont say which team is better.
Cos both standards r quite e same.
N of course,they cant be compared to England & Brazil.haha!
Real Madrid,Liverpool,Machester n soo on!
But watever it is,
U GO SPORE.=)

Fetched darling at Psr Mrt.
Board e train n off to Bugis.
Went & eat at e coffeeshop level 2 there,
ate Char Kway cuttle fish.Darling's treat.
Darling ate chicken rice.
Darling knew i was eyeing for his soup.hehe.
N he automatically fed me e soup.=)
So in e end,i cant finish up e Char Kway,
shared e Chicken Rice wif darling.
Darling was loaded for e tyme being cos he gotten his tutoring pay.
So yeah,surveyed those clothes wif darling.
He bought 1 shert & 1 belt.
I still have not yet buy for hym our 2yrs1mth anni gift
n share my achievement money wif hym.
So i bought for hym a long sleeve brown shert.
Gorgeous.=)
So today our day involved only at Bugis.

Board e bus & off to Bedok Inter.
Cuddled in e bus.
Had wonderful tyme there.=)
Yups,
n we departed.
Loves you so much.
N im soryy for leaving a bruise on ur arm.='(
I pinched hym few days back.
See,im so bad.veryy violent.
Im truly soryy sayang.
=''(
MUACKZS!

Damn! Spore nearly goal alot of tyme!
Cpt lah spore score!
Still 1-1!

No ngaji tomorrow!
Ustazah saket!

K nites!
-idah_cicak

KITTENS

2007-01-26T23:40:00.000-08:00

CUTE GILERRR KAN!!!
ARGHHHH.TK TAHAN!!!

Innocent LookI

Innocent Look II.

arghhhhh.CUTE GILERR LAH!!

Just did my art research,2nd board.
Gosh,im bored.=(
Cousins n sis going cycling tomorrow.
Sis told me to tag along.
I dunoo....

K gudnyte.

Pssst: To e GIRL,MIT ME UP.
u cant easily run away after causing havoc n chaotic in my blog.
U cant.trust me.=)
Im talking SweETly here.

-idah_cicak

Me,Myself & I

2007-01-26T14:40:00.000-08:00

Y am i born to be so rough lyke boys?
I cant forgive myself.
It hurts.
I hate my hands.My moves.My looks.
It is just so rough. =''(
Im e worst girl in e whole mankind in term of roughness.
It is a part of me.
I tried but I still couldnt change it.
All of us have a heart to feel things,
n a brain & mind to think.
It just seems my brain & heart couldnt get along well wif each other.
N my organs.
Im lyke a piece of nvr ending jigsaw puzzles
dat no matter how many times u try to fix me,
U just cant.
Cos all of my parts r mixed up. =(
Y do i always have to hurt my love ones?
While e one hu shld be hurt r those enemies out dere itself.
It doesnt matter to u now how much i love you.
I just dun deserve you.
U r too darling n sweet.
While im rough n violent.
Im soryy.but i dunt deserve sucha sweetheart.

I cant forgive myself.=''''(

My class is so cool n really noisy.
My class is forever lively wif full of jokes.
Haha,alots of clowns in e class.
Loves it.
N its way better den last year.
More concentrations n focus even thou theres lil noisy n jokes passing arnd.
Its dread going to skool today.
yesterday i slept by 8plus all e way till 12plus.
Den slept agn at 4am all e way till 5.30am.
Im so totally tired.but i just cant seem to drag myself to bed.=.=''
Everytimes i got no mood for skool,
i would just happily skip it w/o worrying a single thing.
But I learnt from last year.
Resulted from last minute revisions,
I got 10points for Nlvels.lyke veryy exactly.
This year? No wayy.
I just feel really at total lost if i miss any of e lessons this year.
Veryy crucial.
I wanna proved to em dat I can do better.
I simply hate to study.in fact education.
But trust me,from my experiences,
efforts do really pay off.
Ull feel good after that.
Cos it comes right from ur efforts & hardworks.
I just have to push myself real hard for this year.
Cos 10 points can still lead me to ite agn if i flunk my Olvels.
I have my resolutions n expectation of myself dat no one noes.
Ill just have to give my best shot.
Tired? Drink nescafe lyke me! =D.

This coming Monday is Maths Test.
No way im gonna flunk it.
Or get an average agn.I need to get higher.
If ppl can do it,so can I.
It it doesnt turn out wat im expecting,
I have only myself to blame.
I nvr passed my science b4 until my NLEVELS PRELIM.
2006.
Scary huh?
I alwaes been failing my science.got 1 digit out of e whole paper.
Budden,agn.I have all to myself to blame.
I nvr even once study for it.
How can i pass? paying attention? Nvr.
So I really work on it.
From 1 digit,I got B4 for Nvels.='')
Boy,im so happy.=''')
Aiming for B3 acerlly.
But really,efforts do really pay off.
The feeling is just so great to noe dat I can achieve more n better den that.

Nxt Friday is Physic Test.
Have to drag get my lazy butt to do some revisions.
Despite e obstacles i face in January 2007 itsself,
Im still trying hard to pull me thru.
Cos im really striving towards my goals.

N i wont drag any emotional attitude wen it cum to study.
Even if i want to.
I just noe i wont. ok,insyaallah.=)

Im hungry n tired at e same tyme.
Nk tdo ke makan uh?
I think i shld eat erst.
After dat have a cozy sleep on my bed.

Yeahs,dats ol.
Gonna study at night.
Yay,tomorrow not skoolin.

Bye!

N i still cnt forgive myself.='''(

-idah_cicak

lifeeee

2007-01-25T15:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday,
Darling came to my crib.
"That girl" stucked in bro's room.
Dasar pompan murah.
I really dislike her.
Wearing my bro's short n single,wer e half of e tits were revealed.
Fucking cheap lahs.
As if that is her room,her house.
So bloody anti-social.
Tau nk menggatal melekat dgn abg aku ajek.
N locked e room.
Kau pk noe hotel eh?klua msk klua msk lock.
Ape2 kau yg rugi.
I hope my bro will dump u.
U giv pleasures to my bro but i noe
after that he will dump u .
Cos i noe hym.
He wont make a cheap girl for his wife,

Soryy miss,
we dunt have any grudges towards each other.
But from wat i noe n read,
U r sucha cheap person.
Went to a hotel n played wif ur bf.
N den u went out wif my bro.
2 guys at a tyme.
N bro can still tke u out.holy madcow.
Fine,I could see u really interested in my bro den e other guy,but hey,
Too bad,ure a girl.
Have some dignity.
Gosh,I hope bro will dump u sooner or later.
Cos u r so not fresh n ur attitude,Yucks.
N thinking of u being my sister-in-law,
just totally irks me.
U r just 19yrs old this yr.
N even my darling Mohsen is one year older den you.
Girl lyke you noes no boundaries n just being cheeky wif e any guys arnd ur age.
U freaked me out miss.
If i ever see you trying to get intimate or close wif darling,
well,i guess i have to show u e rough side of me.
Jgn pk kau srg aje kelakuan mcm g2.
Kau jadi minah,aku tunjokkan kau lagi trok.
Damnit,u r just pathetic 2yrs older den me.
Goshhh.Just dunt step into my house agn lah.fuck u.
Do u think my family like all this?
N bro,blame urself if u got sucha cheap girl
cos u urself r goddamn playas.
I hate playas.
Dua2 kali samdol.

Okay guys,
Im totally bugged wif such situations.
I totally hate it.
N i cant stand it.
N dunt u dare,call me adek or wat.
I noe u haven=.=''.
Just dunt u ever think of it.
Cos im gonna call u a bitch instead of "kakak".
Pantat lu lah.
Ok,of course im not dat cruel to call u a bitch.
I just call u by ur name.
URGH.
Bro either u dump her,
or u both get out from e house.
I cant stand such behavior of her.
Nk nie nk tuuu.
Dalah itam.papelah.tpi lawa jgk.
watever it is,personality matters.Not e looks.

Okay...
Headache lah everytime i see her.
Get on my nerves.
Cos i disgust totally dat kind of girl wif no dignity.
So yeah,
Ill better stop before i leak all out. haiz.

Back to e topic,
yesterday all of us ordered Sarpino's pizza plus beef lasagne.
Had great tyme wif darling.

Today,
Skool was okeh.
I was tooo tired to go out.
Im sory darling cos i cant fetch you.
Gosh,see.
He always make an effort to drop to my house all e way from skool
everytime i ask to.
N me?
Gosh,he sucha darla.
N i feel dat i dun deserve hym at tymes.
Im so plain lazy.
damn.unless it is weekends,den i go over n fetch hym.
Okay sayang,i miss you.
Lotsa tests nxt week.
I hate mt lesson.I failed e stooopid revision tests.
The teacher sux.n Mt sux too.
N i passed my Chemistry.
65/100.
N have been passing most of my english assignments too.
Wif good remarks.

Okay yeah,dats all.
Focus focus focus.all e way.
For Olevels. =)

-idah_cicak

best blog aku

2007-01-24T14:25:00.000-08:00

Guys,
ape kate kite panggel nenek datok,moyang smue turon.
Pasal budak kental nie nk step big uh.haha.
Tgk age.hahahahaha.
Puki kau buih kecot.

Haha..
bodoh peh gemok itam.
Puki gatal.haaaha.
bobual dpn2 tnk.
Mulot jek bnyk.
Kesian kau.
Kurang kasih sayang.HAHA.

Sedeh.
Namer pon 50.
Okaylah,aku kasi chance.
aku rate muke kau 50sen jer.
HAHAHAAAA..!
Oh yeah,
im gonna call u a SUMO.
Hahaha.YOOOO!
Sumo lawan peleset.haha.
Im too fast for u lah eyyy.
=D.

Kesian nie budak.
Nk kene ader becking perr? haha.
Pantat JET. haha.
This girl is sick.
Kept viewing my blog.
KEPO.haha.
Lepas tuu aku berak..
Lepas tuu aku cebok..
Lepas tuu aku pakai slua..
Hahaha,smue kau nk tau! kwangs2!

STALKER.
Psychopath.
=D.
Geliiiii tau tk.
haha.gross.

dasar pompan BAKERO!!
Hahaa..tk tau meaning kan..haha.
kate budak bodoh.
G chk Jepun nyer dictionary ehh.hhaah!
U giving me more n more strength lah!
Hahah!
MUAAAACCCKKZZSSSS!
MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAH MWAHS!!
hahahahahahahahahha.
Puuuuuuuuutttttt.=)
Kak pui.

From me to you.
Fatin Haziqah sec 4 technical student of Junyuan sec.
Plus her so kol "aids boyfren".=)
hahaaa.

=)

Skool was oryte.=)
Im glad ppl loves reading my blog.=)
Cos everyday,theres always something new to look out for.=)
hehe!
Now u noe y im so attached wif my blog?
It is part of me.
Bout my life n daily happenings.
Some good,some bad incidents.
N a fren told me,
my blog is full of emotions.=)
Well,loves it.thks.
Its good to write things out n be direct
rather den bottle up ur feelings.
Direct as in,only to dose nonsensical kiddos.
Cos their mouth r full of thrash itself.=)
So yeah,
to pretty n good readers,(tk termasok kau gemok)
there r just too much vulgarities involved.
Pardon for my harshness. :)

Psst:darling,i miss you.=)
Come here quick.

-idah_cicak

pompan gemok

2007-01-23T22:05:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA...
THAT STOOOOPID N DUMBHEAD GIRL JUST DELETED HER BLOG AGN.
HAHAHAHAA.
FOR UR INFO,IMMA GOOD HACKER.
U CANT HIDE.N U CANT RUN.HAHAHAHA.
N YEAH,AT LEAST AKU TK GEMOK MAMPAT MCM KAU!
ITAM LEGAM MCM KAU.
MUKER SPOSEN MCM KAU.
SUCHA CHEAP NK LEKAT NGN MATAER ORG.
Kan sedap siul aku kutok.
TK HIDONG BULAT LEPEH MCM KAU.haha
Okay,tk baek.
HAHAH.YAY!
HAHAHA...
Well,let knock some truths into her head.*knock knock*
Eh betine babi sundal siang,
aku taulah badan kau mcm badak sembu sgt,
Tkmolah eysyen ehh.haha!!
NK GOYANG PON AKU AGAK LEMBAB.haa!
Makanlah kau minyak babi bnyk2 biar kuat.hahaha.
Small fries.Big body onlyy.hahaha! oopps.
Eh,aku da serik layankan budak2 kecik mcm kau.
TKDER CARE LAH DEYY.=D.

Pssst: Ppl keep viewing n tag okeh.=)
Tgh climax.gado ngn budak2 step big.=)
Still,im not a least affected wif my skoolworks.=)

I love challenges

-idah_cicak

hahahaa

2007-01-23T17:00:00.000-08:00

Sayangs,
tuu pompan gemok tuu blom delete blog dier lah.haha.
Too bad girl,
Im good wif computers. =D.
Hmm...
Just wait till ur tagboard is function back okeh??
Jgn blame adek syg..hahaha!

-idah_cicak

The SLUT.N her confidante.haha!

2007-01-23T16:05:00.000-08:00

Guys,
The brainless girl made a big fuss of e whole thing.
Dasar peh maknenek blg salah info.DASAR PUKI PEH MERAPEK.
HAHA!
That dumbass girl deleted both me n darling in frenster.
Hahahaha.bodohh.
Delete lah kau satu2.
U spit it,u better swallow it back dude.=)
HER FRENSTER URL,
http://www.friendster.com/16899836 =)
Jahat tk aku?
Mane boleh...
Die lagi jahat sey.. Budak giler tk pikir. haha.
Haha,this brainless girl went n complained to one of my babe's bf.
I pity my babe cos she was dause n alwaes being threatened by e guy.
N she doesnt deserve to be treated that way.
Every girl shld be treated nycely n accordingly.
Some guys just take girls for granted n control em.
N her brainless guy called me n picked a fight.
Pity hym lah.
Kental tkder care.He doesnt seem to noe wat he is blabbering abt! haha!
He only noes how to shoot his mouth off.
He insisted miting me n darling,=)
Gosh,this gonna be sooo much funs!
My babe broke up wif hym immediately.
N he back off.
Get wat i mean?
Budak2 skg ramai otak tk pk,mulot asl bole shoot.
Nk step besar.Padahal2.hahaaa.
Dalam tuu kecik kecot.
Dasar jantan da pegi pelacur mmg gituu.haha!
OOOOOPPSSS.
Da bagos aku tk tules name.
Berani buat berani tanggung.
U wanna play games,maen dpn2.
Jgn blkg2. N PLS THINK OF E CONSEQUENCES.=D.
Haha..use ur brain lah boi.
U tooo WANNABE SLUT.hahaha.
Nabeeeeiii chiow Chibaiii.
PSSST: EH POMPAN GEMOK,MASE KEPO NK BACER BLOG ORG EH? HAHA.
Y DUNT U.....
GETYOUROWNLIFEBITCH?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
f.u.r.b

So yeah,its been a hectic day.
I duno y i was so tired in skool today.
Very tired n sleep.*Yawns*
I couldnt focus in class cos my eyes were just too drowsy.
Need to do some revisions later.=)
Its amazing for me.

Cos im more matured now cos wen even bad things happening,
I just can seem to control myself n focus.
Im glad my inner strength revealed.=)
So girl,better think twice before u react.

Aniway,wif e help from a friend.=)
Im able to trace huever view my blog.=)
N its always up to me whether i want to persue it! haha!

So yeah,=)
Ppl,
U wont like it if ppl react to u in such a way.
If u wanna be treated nice,u better be nice.
Well,dats how human beings behaves isnt it? =)

pssst:I LOVE YOU SAYANG! MUACKZS!

-idah_cicak

Stoopppid girl

2007-01-23T06:24:00.000-08:00

THE BIMBO GIRL HAVE DELETED HER BLOG INSTANTLY YESTERDAY.
hahaaa.
Or maybe she change her url.
Stoopppid.
Ure in biggggggg trouble. =)

Well,i din noe her.
She added me in frenster n den make frens wif me.
N i think she is sick up in e brain n crazy.=)
N den she find fault wif me.
Girl,perhaps u still haven noe how violent i could get eyy? =)

-idah_cicak

Parkway

2007-01-22T21:40:00.000-08:00

See my hp screensaver.hehes!

GUYS,VIEW THIS GIRL'S BLOG.
WWW.GETYOUROWNLIFEBITCH.BLOGSPOT.COM.
SHES E ONE HU HATETAGGED ME.
USING DIFF KIND OF NAMES.=)
watch out.=)

Lyke i saed,i reacted sweet to dose i adores
n giv total shits to dose im not in favor of.=)
Does dat ans u cheekyboy? aka FATIN?=)

Okay,got Chemistry retest after skool.
Studied for it but in e end i checked my ans sheet,
DAMN.I GOT 2 careless mistakes.
All bcos i was thinking of meeting darling n going out! hahas!

Rushed home.
Darling took leave from skool today just to accompany me to Parkway.
Dier tkot syg dier jalan srg2 pat parkway,dats y.haha!
N darling got tutoring at 7.30.
So have to be quick.
Reached home,
got changed n ate my meal.=)
Touched up n met darling at Interchange.=)
Total sweetheart.=)
Took 196 n all e way to Parkway.
Had my dgcam photoshoots pichas developed.=)
During e meantime while waiting,
we window shopping for an hour.
Finally,I brought Mama a 3/4 sleeve shert from U2.!
Bcos her bday last year i still have not yet giv her.
N i still haven buy things for baby.
So we surveyed those beanies.=)
Nyce but darling ended up not wanting to buying it.
So yeah,
all for one,one for all.=)
I let it go.
Anw,if i have dat,i would only wear it on certain occasions.
Cos i prefer to show off my hair more.hahah!

Then bought 200g of Famous Cookies.
The smell was too overwhelming.=)
100g the black chocs chip & No nut choc chips.=)
Took my photos,
board e bus.
Ate e cookies n cuddled in e bus.=)
Darling sent me till e bustop n he went off.

Alah shyg..
I pity hym lah..
After skool..he still made an effort to cum n see me..
Walked arnd sumore wif his heavy laptop..
N den still got tutoring to do..
Baby baby..rest k syg?
Anw,he just got his pay.=)
Shopping lah u bnyk2! I da brankrupt! muackzs!

Okay,dats all.
Im scared cos im getting lazier.
I just can sense it.
No way. =)

K bye!

Art photoshoots

2007-01-21T21:04:00.000-08:00

Sweetheart in his smart coat,GORGEOUS,
Loves.

One yest picha left out!

Wooooooohooo! =D.
k siow.

Went ngaji today.
Aiyahhh getting difficult but can manage lah! =)
Pretty ustazah! =D.

As i saed,today was supposed to do my art research
-The photoshoots.
So darling came over n fetched me under e block.
He wore a black coat wif a black long sleeve n pant.
He was looking so dashing n gorgeous.

Went over to my house,
did our art photoshoots.
Had our great tyme.
Well,im not going to upload e pichas here cos
they r for my Olevels exams.=)

Okay,im soo tired!
Wanna study Chem n sleep early today!

Love you baby darling.
-idah_cicak

Ku cinta padamu

2007-01-20T18:00:00.000-08:00

No one could love hym more den i do.
One heart,One soul.

Waiting for darling.=)

Waiting for darling 2.=)

In e taxi 1.

In e taxi 2 & 3! =D!

idah,zahidah & cicak.=D.

In e train.my flowery dress n my roxy stuffs.=)

Helo helo readers.
Keep on tagging yeah wonderful ppl.
(Not referring to satans.-hatetaggers)
Hahaha!
Okay,i wore my long flowery dress today.
To me,girls r suited to wear dresses.
Im not complimenting myself here,
but girls look really byootiful wearing dresses.
I saw alots.=) eg: Prom night.=)
N guys wif their smart coat or sweater.
Fabulous.

Aniway,went to Pasir Ris by taxi.
Im lazy to tke train dere n more,it was raining.
Not gonna let anything spoil my makeup or dress.=)
Reached darling's void deck,
waited for darling 1 hrs plus.
Cos he didnt noe dat im coming.
Therefore,he was still in his LALA land.nvm,i waited.
Gave hym 30 miss calls.haha.n 4 msgs,WAKE UP...!. =D.

So by 2 plus he finally woke up.
Went over n sat wif me.
Chatted n stuffs.
Okay,it sounded really late,
but I just gave hym our 2 yrs Annivesary card hehe,
together wif 2Yrs 1 mth Anni card &
an apology letter for hurting hym few days back.
Total 3 cards.=)
Sometimes i feel dat I dunt deserve hym,
He is sucha darla.
Futhermore stick wif a girl hu has boyish attitude n roughness in her.
Yes.Im vey rough n violent wen im in a middle of disputes or bickering.
Thats y i say,i cant be provoke even for a lil bit.
But hey,every person got their good n bad points.=)
My good points? Ask darling.=)
Muackzs!

I hope there is! =p

Sat wif darling under a void deck.
He is going to kenduri.='''(
That means cant get to spend more tyme wif hym.
I didnt noe he got kenduri.=(
N i wore my dress.wasted.
Cos today i tot of doing my art reaserch plus photoshoots sey wif hym.
But nvm,postponed tomorrow!
I shld actually wear my dress tomorow not today! Hmph!
That means,im studying Chem later! =)
Darling sent me to e bustop.
Hugs,Kisses.MUACKZS!
Bus came,oh damn,i miss hym so!
I hate to leave n let go of sayang.! I LOVE YOU!

I donated a dollar yest n a dollar today
on my way back to train.
Cos got this blind lady sang a TITANIC song.=')
Awesome.It moved me.
Gosh,i am so emotional! hehs.
See,im not dat rough insyde.hehes.

Okay,im home.
Yay! Got ngaji tomorrow.
Missed it.
Daddy just got back from work.
I got fren in e house so im not lonely.hehe!
Nk lok daddy!
Mwahs!

Pssst: I LOVE YOU DARLING!!

dada~!
-idah_cicak

Daddy bought a new fone

2007-01-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

Mummy & Daddy.
Daddy bought a new fone yesterday.
The centre phone,BLUE!
It is really nyce okeh!
Hehe,of course daddy will giv me if i want too.
But NO.
Im not gonna change my fone.
Wanna use e same hp as dearest.

So yeah,
Yesterday i went out to Ntuc.
Bought Instant Brownies,Pizza n other stuffs.
Gosh,hahas,so cool to noe dat i shopped alone.
Saw e fishes n crabs dere,
Poke her n dere.Jakun.
I duno y wen im alone,
I tend to be veryy independent n noe wat I shld be doing nxt.
But wen im out wif my sayangss,
I feel lyke a total baby wif no sense of direction.
Weird eyy.hehe.
Well,its bcos dey pampered n showered me wif nvrending loves
n i simply enjoying it w/o doing a single thang.

Then while I was in e bus otw back,
saw my daddy at e bustop.
That changed my mind from alighting e bus.
Daddy board e bus n we sat together.
Darling papa wanna buy HP.
GOSH.
U guys hav no idea dey kept buying fone
after den it is left unuse.walau.=)
As long he is happy,im happy for hym.

So mit up wif Mama at Bdok Interschange.
The glamour lady looked so flustered mainly bcos daddy was late.
Hahah! N oh mann.
I love being taken care off by Mama n Abah.
N not forgettting e best of all,
Mohsen.

it is 7am in e morning n gees
Im typing all this.
Bcos yesterday,
I slept at 7plus n all e way till now.
Amazing huh.
I was too tired.
N that also shorten my tyme for missing hym.
Well,I miss dearest alot.
I love hym.

Okay,back to e story.
Daddy bought e sonic ericsson hp.
It was totally cool design.
Make up of pink.blue & black.
Of course i chose blue.hehs.
Infact,i love it for real n pretend it shld be my fone.hahs.
Nope,i love my Nokia 6131 thou.Very much.
Then went over to e fairprice again,
bought 1 box of ice cream-Nuts abt Choc plus cones.
My favourite wen im small.
Still,Cookies n Cream is always my top favourite.
Bought 2 big squids for me.
Bought durians,drinks n etc etc! alots!
We got lotsa plastic bags to carry.

Then went back home,
I ate my Nasi Ayam Penyet n guess wat i do nxt?
SLEEEPPP.
Till 6 plus now.='(
I hate it wen i sleep all e way.
Cos night alwaes got something happening.
It feels lyke i missed alot of thang.
Got few msgs from dearest,mel2 n Sheryl.
I din replied to Mel2 n dearest cos I was too tired n in a daze.
N only managed to reply to Sheryl wen my eyes were half awake.
Luckily no one gave me a call,
otherwise i would pick it up not knowing wat im gonna blabber abt.

So yeah,
Today is Saturday.
That means an ONLY DAY wer i have my total freedom.
Outing.
Im gonna wear my long dress today.
N mit dearest under his block.
Wanna pass hym some things.
N gonna do my art photoshoots soon.
N den to to parkway perhaps.
Provided if dearest wanna tag along n help me out,
if not im gonna do it all alone. =.='''
Which i duno how.

Wana eat my durians n ice cream!
tooooodlesss
-idah_cicak

Travelling

2007-01-19T14:36:00.000-08:00

Today got Maths Test.
I duno y i shivered wen doing it.
In fact,im good at it.
N tyme is running out,i wrote nonsense.
Seriously,i hate e tyme.
I failed my Chemistry
In fact only 2 ppl passed bcos mostly all of us didnt study at all.
So on Monday,yay!
Got Chem retest n im gonna give my best shot.
I skipped ncc cos i was too tired to attend it.blearghs.
Ohwells,
Im going out now.
To some places.
To buy things.
N i have to do my art photoshoot tomorrow by hook or by crook.
If no one out dere can help me,
den i have to be independent n travel alone.

Gday!
Im out! =)

-idah_cicak

Priorities

2007-01-19T01:00:00.000-08:00

Amazing.
I just finished doing my homeworks.
English Comprehension,Malay,Maths+Graphs,English worksheets.=)
Im proud of myself.
In fact,i wont let myself go to sleep unless i finish everything.
I love the new Idah.
Yay!
Im glad dat now i noe dat i have bigger priorities n goals in life.
I nvr used to be that far-sighted.=)
N i have great expectations of myself.
Well,Temasek has e course that im interested in.
Diploma in apparel design & mechandising t20.
Gonna wok hard for it.
I wanna at least aim 20 points n below for Olvels.
No failures.
Im gonna work hard for it.
Wow,how fickle minded could I get? =)
Well,lets just see.I am more responsible now.
Despite everyday probs im facing,
i just have to control my emotions n wont let it affect my skool grades.
Im trying my best here.

Okay goodnight.
It is 1am in e morning.
Have to wake up at 5.3o-6.
Pardon for my previous entry.

-idah

Headache

2007-01-18T15:10:00.000-08:00

For U darling.
My table.

E other half,wer r u?

Helo HeloOoOo..

He bought me this book.
Trios.

Well,I ATTENDED SKOOL TODAY.
Otherwise im gonna miss alot of things.

Psst:To u noe hu.
I love you.
Im sorry.
Dunt be naughty okeh?

Im still sad thou.
I tried my best to concentrate in class.
Sure i can.My brain can focus.
But my heart n mind just couldnt.
WHY UHH?

Everytimes my heartbeats,
I could only see hym n remember hym.
N then..Im gonna get this strange feeling..
Love..
Misses..
Give in..
N everything..

Love you sooo much.
Stop being a notty cute lil baby running arnd.
Im gonna catch u n lock u up in my closet.

Tell me to e face.
I love you.

-idah_cicak

Too late

2007-01-17T22:45:00.000-08:00

Im under alot of pressures.
I just cant seem to drag myself to skool any longer.='(
I cant cope.

Anw,Thks darling for e anni gift.
Been wanting to get a storybook of my own
but dumped e tots as it is so expensive to me.
N he bought me one.
He surprised me outside my house.
As usual,he knows my taste.
The book is abt Love.
Still have not yet buy hym anything cos ive been

really tired n exhausted from skool.
Love you so much.

Its pointless to go to skool if i just cant seem to focus.=''(
I din do any of my hmeworks.
Gosh.
Hate the fact.
But im takin Olvels this year.
='''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(
Gosh,not now pls?
Idah,FOCUS.FOCUS.FOCUS.
Make ur brain focus.=''(
I cant.

I Gave up.for real.
If only i could quit skool just lyke that.='''(
If education isnt that impt.='''(
Too hot to handle.

I Gave up

-idah_cicak

Anniversary

2007-01-17T17:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2YRS 1MTH ANNIVERSARY TO IDAH & SEN=)
HEHS. WEEE~!

Continue later.
Veryy busy.
Mwahs.

-idah_cicak

Brainless girl

2007-01-16T19:05:00.000-08:00

It is so funny that im leading so happily n peaceful wif my lyfe,
N yet immature kid still trying hard to be part of my lyfe.hoho.haha.
Lyke u noe,trying to be e extra "actress" which no one would ever notice of.haha!
N den,she'll get her $1o pay after that.haha!
Or even 5 bucks or less? haha.

Well,to ZEA,the girl hu tagged me.
It is so stoopid of u to leave an email,
"Getyourownlifebitch@hotmail.com.
Well,heres my reply to u dear psychopath.
This is my life.
U tagged on my tagboard unlogical stuff
n instead of telling me to get a life,
Y dunt u do some soul searching n get a life instead?
Anw,thks for sacrificing ur precious tyme to view my blog.
Aniwae,having a dirty heart will just bring u to hell.
=)

Y dunt u add me in msn instead? =D
www.wipeurblackassvamp@hotmail.com.=)
Thks okeh.
Looking forward to chat wif yar!
HAHAHAHAHAA!! MUACKZS KID.
Kak pui.hahaaa.bodoh peh budak.tkder akal.

Okay,i was sick yesterday.
Went to e polyclinic early in e morn n came in to skool by 9plus.
I got e excuse chit from e doctor.
Still having a fever thou but recovering.
Flu,cough,sore throat were e main cause of it.
Skool as per normal.
Study study & study.=)
Then mit up wif darling over at my house.
He took great of me.
Cos my body temperature rose n i felt even weaker n hot all over.
He fed me my medicines.
Thks sayang.
N we went out after that.=)

Today,darling fetched me from skool.
Met hym in e bus n off to my crib.
Nobody is home.
=)
Well,watched cicakman.
Gosh,it was sucha lame n boring story.
N guess wat?
Saiful apek makan cicak! YUCKS! GROSSS!!
I hate u lizards.
Well,had wonderful tyme wif darling.=)
Bro's gf is in his room right now.
She is taller den hym.=)
N i love knocking on his room distracting their privacy.haha!

Okay,cant blog much.
I got revisions n self study to do!
Tyme for my hot Nescafe!
Mwahs!

Psst: some tips for u ZEA to liven ur pathetic life a lil bit,
1ST-Go to Geylang lorong 18.
2nd-Have ur body strip naked by men
3rd-Enjoy ur pleasure.
Maybe u already did dat eyy.

Nono.It wasnt nyce of me to type out this type of thang.
Y dunt u...
1st-Ingat Tuhan.
2nd-Wajibkan sembayang.
3rd-Hati jgn busuk cos it will only bring u to dead end.
Even after life.

Kan ustazah da bobual! =D

K Mwahs all!

-idah_cicak

SPARE ME

2007-01-14T22:32:00.000-08:00

Darling came to my house.
Instead of doing my homeworks,we did fun things together.
Kept on having crazy talks & LOL in e room.=D.
Ordered Canadian Pizzas & Beef lasagne=)
Pepperoni & meat lover!
Ate n chilled in my room.
By 7 plus,went out of e house n took a walk.=)
Had wonderful tyme wif yea honey.

Darn,skool starting in 9 hrs tyme.
I think e MOE or whoever shld gave us atleast 3 days of holidays!
2 days r just nvr enuf lah!

Saturday is meant to enjoy while Sunday is meant to have a long nap or rest
cos skool gonna start e following day.
N LOOK! WHERE GOT TYME TO DO HWK? KAN3!! haha.
Urgh.
Holidays r just nvr enuf! =D!

Ive yet to do my Maths n English Compo.
=.='''''
Excuse me teachers,SPARE ME.haha.

-idah_cicak

Plans

2007-01-13T17:44:00.000-08:00

Ohwells,i miss dose tyme.
2006,4A1 unforgettable memories.Spot me eyy?
In orange cougar.haha.

Well,pichas were copyright from dearest Shasha.

I was kinda sad wen i see e first pichas,e four of us.
We were so fucking close as sisters.
Until one destroyed it n yeah it turnt upside dwn.
Whatever it is,let e bad past be a lesson to us.
Cos i rili miss e crazy sisters hu LOL in class,
played truancy,skipping lessons, Jokes,
Secrets,playing hide & seek lyke kiddos n lotsa of stories to share.
Okay,dats e past.N ppl changed.
So yeah.
They're still my wonderfuls gfs somehow.=)
2 of em i meant. =)

Sis & I are having a slight fever.
Hers worst.
Therefore,ngaji was cancelled today.
Im hungry.
Craving for oysters,squids,any seafoods,lasagne,pizza,pasta,spaggheti & ice creams!
Aniwae yest,I got my $150 oready.
But mom only allowed to fork out 100 n I bought my self a tube long dress from Alano.
Nyce.=)
So today,i have to do my hmeworks & self study=)
Lotsa piles of hwkworks r waiting for me to clear em.
Aniway,I WANT A ROXY BEANIE.
Its a total cool stuff lah eyyy.
Gosh,i got lotsa diff kind sof hats or caps,
but i only wore it for a few times.haha!
Mybe bcos i prefer to reveal my hair more.
The most precious thing to me is my HAIR n my NOSE.
I just cant get away b4 doing something to my hair.
N my nose,i dare u to touch it.
Ill make sure i chop ur hand.haha.
Except darling,hes still notty thou to still come n play wif it.grrrr!

Ohwells,
Maybe nxt Saturday,im planning to have close frens outings to Town.
Or maybe picnic at Sentosa or anwer or anything funs! Bring along ur bfs n gfs.=)
Pls conferm it with me if u guys can go.

-Shasha & Anis
(Suro die cabot silat.haha)
-Diny n Mr A.
-Sham & Fad
-Hakim & Junidah
-Hafiz & Amira.
-Hatta
-Lynn.
-Zahirah
(ok,i noe e ans.but i hope ull come.=))
Okay guys,
Anything beep me okeh!

-idah_cicak

Ram 's Bday

2007-01-13T06:21:00.000-08:00

HELOO READERS.=)
First of all, Happy 18th Bday Ram! =)
Well,went n fetched darling under his void deck by 1 plus.
We were missing each other so damn much.
N baby just couldnt stop kissing n hugging me.Loves it.=)

Proceed to Tampines.
Bought Ram a Mr Bean's doll.haha.
He has 75percent of Mr Bean looks.haha.
Board e train n met James,Raymond & Andrew at Jurong East.
Before miting Ram,
went over to buy Flour,eggs n etc to sabo Ram earlier on.=)
So yeah,im e only girl.
N today is their kind of Guys outing.
Ram came,all of us wished hym.
Then went n played pool.=)
Well,i hate pool..
Cos despite of e dozens tyme i play,I just cant seem to absorb e tactic of playing it.
Hahaa,n dey told me to try,which i did.
So embarassing.hahahaa.
I rather touch e ball n put it in e hole straight! haha.
Ok playcheat! =)
Darling was real horny insyde dere.haha.
Okayy shhhhhh.=)

So e boys had sucha great tyme playing pool.
Highly skilled.
Top two skilled,Darling & James.=)
Its getting darker.
All of us bring Ram to one quiet spot.
N he was told to strip off by James.haha.
He took of his shert.
N all of em saboed hym wif eggs & flours! haha!
He looked so awful n disgusted after dat!
Full of sticky n yucky things! ahah!
Then we dared hym to walk into e mall wif dat kinda state to wash hym up,
n he did.
Ppl were all staring us.haha.
Haha,took some videos but is so lazy to upload it.
After all e commotions ended,
chilled for awhile b4 darling & I went off.
While dey still will be staying late to have couple of drinks.
Which r BIG NO-NO to us.=)
Anw,e tyme is running out too.=)

So yeah,had funs wif e boys.=)
I miss u darling.agn.
I love u so much.
N ill alwaes noe U love me more.=)
MUAAACCKZSS!

-Idah_cicak

Cca Open House

2007-01-12T20:26:00.000-08:00

Crazy gf. =)Idah & niny. =)

no comment.

Idah + Niny= GILER.

In e taxi.

At e canteen.=)

Lynn & I.

Too dramatic.haha.

Me & darling gf,shasha!

WE. =)

IM SO EAGER TO MEET MY SAYANG TOMORROW.=D.
U PROMISED.
U GONNA HUG ME REAL TIGHT FIRST.=)
AFTER ALL,ITS A NYCE COLD WEATHER. ;)
I LOVE YOU SMELL.

Okay,tired! =D.
DADA~!

-idah_cicak

Gone Case

2007-01-11T22:44:00.000-08:00

I just cant seemed to focus n concentrate in skool.

Was lyke so blur n stare into space.
N i just did my work forcibly.
W/o me knwing,e english worksheets which I wrote
nonsensencical sentences landed me up among the weaker one category for English.
Its totally embarrasing cos im not e sort.
But i landed myself by doing nonsense handin works.
Damn.I got only myself to blame.
I dunt feel well.Headache.Stomachache,giddy,
N my temperature is on off on off.
I bet im gonna be sick.

P.E tyme had sucha great tyme.
Scored quite alot for Captains' Ball.
My team won.Alwaes.hehe.

But to me,it doesnt matter hu wins n hu lose,
as long theres teamwork n funess in e game.
Yeahh..

I turnt for e worst.

Really,in fact im getting dumber n lazier.
This is scary.
I wanna go Poly.N achieved my goals wif flying colors.
But judging from e rate now,I just cant seem to make it.=''(

Just got home from a night study wif darling at Simei.
He taught me Maths.
Slowly i began to recall all dose Maths stuffs.
My brain is so rusty.
Yeah,so tired..really tired n exhausted..
N darling,thks for takin up e tyme to teach me even after ur tutoring!
Love u soooo much!!

Im so lazy to do my Art Research Mine Map..
Maybe tomorrow..
N English Compo..
N etc..Lotsa hmeworks to do..n revisions..
I have e interest to study..
But my brain n mind just wont let me to..
I duno what e future has in store for me...
Im tired...

Nite..

-idah_cicak

Punch n punch till it hurts.

2007-01-10T14:04:00.000-08:00

Ive been having a huge headache since morning.
Just feel dat my agressive side wil explode at any moment.
I need a huge punching back.
I was not paying attention to any of e lessons today.
Cos my head hurts alot.
N i mean really alott.
N my stomach still feeling lyke shits.

Otw back home at e bustop,
got this pathetic apek approached ppl one after another
for $2.
INCLUDING ME.
But none gave hym.
Why?He was wearing a smart shert n pant.
N he still can smoke.fark.
Tk tau malu.
N den,he went bside me n smoked at e bustop.
While trying to attract my attention moving his hand n pointed dwnwards TWICE.
Like WTF? malas nk layan tau tak musibut haram.
N e fucking smokes went onto my face.
I got up,showed my disgusted face n gave hym e look wif e huge hand singnal,
SHUCKS.fark u.Smelly smoker.
chibaii.

N just on tyme,my bus came.
I hate smokes.I just hate to smell it.
Can drive me crazy.

psst:Pardon readers for my vulgarities.
I just need something to vent to.
March Baby,
Anyone can buy for me a punching bag?
Then i treat u to lasagnes..-.-

Amaciam? K go!

Lotsa hwkwrks piling one after another.
GREAT! =D!
YAY! I LOVE HMEWORKS! YAYYy!
I WANT MORE N MORE N MORE!
SHIOK SEY GOT HMEWORKS.
N LOTSA TESTS COMING UP!
THIS FRIDAY IS MATHS TEST.!
NXT TURESDAY IS CHEMISTRY!
YAY! SO LOVING IT EYY!

Cheeebye larh.
Bloody hmeworks n tests made my head crack even more.urgh.

.Adios Samigos.

-idah_cicak

Undone

2007-01-09T22:54:00.000-08:00

I cant focus n concentrate.
Leaving my hwkworks undone.
Not reading enough book as instructed.
N theres lotsa tests coming up.
Im so unstable for e moment.

Im so lagging n elsewhere..='(

Help!

Shld i just dump e tots of studying?
I just had not much interests left.
N I kept having stomachache which is just dunt seem to go away.
Urgh!

Read from e newspaper dat a fifteen year old girl,
this year sec 4 died in a motorbike.
Her bf injured badly but managed to pull thru.
Accident took place in Changi Road.
Today newspaper.
N e guy felt so guilty n seeked forgiveness from e
girl's parents.
Ppl,see e dangers of owning a motorbike?
May god bless n protected all of us always.
One by one a precious life is being taken away.
Just cant afford to lose any of my love ones.
May her soul rest in peace.

Sincerely sot
-idah

Babes.

2007-01-08T22:49:00.000-08:00

Babe Dini & I.=)
Pichas was taken during our taking of Nlvel results.
Took pic agn just now but blur so din put dat up.=)

I am so disturbed in e class today.
Later,unexpectedly,I found myself staring into spaces n imagining all sort of things
n think real hard.
I din pay much attention today.
Hotnews r being spread among us babes.
N ended up,i sat bside fizah again,
talk non stop
till we din realise skool finally ends
n we din even bother to do e work,.
SHIT.
I just cant focus.
N my mind n brain is elsewhere..
In Lola land..

N my darling Dini came by n drop by e class at e last period!
Well,we were overjoyed of course!
Talked alot of stuffs.
Miss ya babe.
Accompanied her to e office n etc.
Her parents dropped by n sent me home.
hehe.
Her family's car was fantastic.Big n rocks.
N babe,ure way more prettier den e girl.=D.
N better attitude.
Cos shes a vamp hu went arnd breaking couples up
n badmouthing.=)
Kentalan jubs.
Loves ya.

SOT.

-idah_cicak

Satans as Human beings

2007-01-08T02:57:00.000-08:00

Skool was GREAT today! =D.
Began to widen my knowledge on Maths & English.
N yeah,my fav,
Combined humas.=)
Nahh,im not e type to show off.hehe.*grins.*
Had great tyme sitting wif Irah & e rest during recess today.=)
They brightened up my day!

Well,based on wat ive been observing,
some ppl r late to to be mature n therefor their maturity
level is still low.-.-''
N dose hu matured fast,tend to handle things more maturely.
Heee.ME.hahahaaa.=D.

Hurting ppl feelings & collided both heads into each other
r e works of satans.
Well,some childish human beings also did e job of satans.
Lyke u noe,
haters,10-faced freak.bigmouth,spreading propaganda,
badmouthing.
SATAN.=)
Well,everyone could do e work of satans too
but dey dunt cos dey KNOW wat is right n wat is wrong.
Unlike some ppl.
May god bless em.=) Gees.

I din say WHEN,WHERE n WHO did I? =)
So,anyone out dere jgn tk tau malu nk teraser.
N mulot tkle diam pass telinge cni pegi telinge sane.
haaahaa.
Thks.=)

Anybody dun like it wif my entry,
Im always here for u to approach or being confront.=)
My pleasure.
loves ya haters n busuk hati.=D.

Woah,studying my Comb.Humans in ahwhile.=)
N Maths too.
N wont brag bout a single thing after dat,=)
hurhurr.
Miss my darling soo much.
Dear Shasha is in Ite right now..
Hope shes able to cope dere..
I miss u lah babe.=)
We'll mit up sometimes ok?

Wont be miting darling today.
Our schedules is too packed for today.=)
Loves n miss ya honeybee.

My goal-Nvr to be step dwn by Satans.n overcome all e obstacles.
Too bad guys.U failed.=)
I won.hehee.

Saper yg mkn cilli die yg terase pedas.
Bu listen to me k..
Jgnlah terase..hahahaaa.

-idah_cicak

Sleeeepyyhead!

2007-01-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 8.30 in e morn,
bathed n dressed up n proceed to Lin's house.
Went to ngaji.=)
Always had a great tyme during ngaji
cos we alwaes learnt new thing every each week.=))
N sis,Me & Lin nvr failed to get real laugh over some matters.

I am really tired..
Due to e insufficient of sleeping hours..-.-

Yeah,but I still tried to pull myself thru.
Gosh,ive been so lazy.Back to my old attitude.
I didnt even bother to finish up my homeworks,let alone handing it over to e teacher.
Gosh.This scary.
Maybe ive been getting out too much,
thats y im so tired easily n therefore unable to study or do my work.
Damn.I should stay at home often.

Lesson ended,
darling fetched me n off we went to Tm
Bought Sc file.-.-''
He cant resist my smell lah.haha.
Kept on hugging n smelling me.
Well,same goes my reactions to hym! hahas.
Then board e bus to Bedok.
Had cuddling n snuggling moments in dere.=)

Reached,
went & bought Hotdog Roll.Yum yum.
Proceed to my crib. =)
Watched tv in my room.
yeahh..thats ol..=)
Then darling taught me Maths,
N im not in e mood to study..
N damn lah.
Still have not yet did my hwk.
DIE.
N im so bloody sleepy.
Idah,WAKE UP OKEH.
N BUCK UP.

Its 9.25pm right now,
YES.Gonna sleep early.
So im fresh n all ready to go to skool tomorrow.!*grins*

Goodnite loves

-idah_cicak

Dating day! =)

2007-01-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

Idah & Sen loves.
See! My baby botakhead! hehs.loves it.
We e citizen of spore..pleded ourselves..blablablah...=p

Yesteerday outing.=)

Oryte,of all e days,
Saturday is e most bestest day of all.
Cos e day after it is a holiday.=)
It can be party day,saturday night fever,
shopping spree,dating n so on.=))
The day is perfect for any occasions! yay! =D.

So yeah.I still got 40bucks left wif me.
The leftover Hari Raya Haji money.
Today,I treated darling foods & cinema all e way! =)
N emptied e money in my purse.
Yay!
Cant wait to get my $150! =D.
Im gonna buy mom something for her bday which was december 27 last year.=)

Back to my life story,
Fetched darling under his void deck.
Wore my new shert.=)
Saw my baby botak syg imang smell & god knows how many times
I kissed his cute orange head.MUACKZS!
Board e bus n headed to Tampines Mall.
Cos i wanna survey sherts for my mom bday gift.
N we didnt find anything nyce aniwae.=.=''
Just keep on having lovable moment togeder.
Every secs counts.=)
Bought Famous Amos cookies.
Darling & I have been craving for it.YummyLICIOUS.

Went to Tm GV,
Bought tickets for Spirits of the Victim.=)
We got 3 hrs to go.
So during e meantime,
went to ate at Long John,Combo 1 puhlessee.=)hehs.
Talked all e way wif darling.=)
N having fun moments too togeder.
Then we went 2 e arcade.
Where some ppl just started to get on my nerves.
Same goes to darling.

Well,
we played the soccer machine.
The machine wer u guys have to move e player urself n kick e ball.
Loves dat game so much.hehs.
So yeah,both of us had a tremendous tyme playing it.
Laughing & Laughing n kicked e ball!
AWESOME.
N only 5 or 6 balls came out in every each game we played.
We played alot of times.Maybe 4 or 5.
So yeah,
somehow one of e ball got stucked n so darling called e
BLOOODY REPAIRMAN hu worked dere.
Hes an Indian.
N yeah,for e moments,dere were only 4 ball came out.
N he still can say "Thats all wat"
N he sort of ticking darling off for wearing his ITE SHERT.
NOT ALLOWED LAH KONON.
Kau peh chibai lahh.nk ngade2.
Darling wore another piece of shert insyde so he took it off.
Pk sayang aku mase bdk2 per nk sound.
After dat,got 2 chinese boys went n played it.
N den,7 balls came out from e machine.
N darling & I began to wondered,
We've been playing for 4 to 5 times &
all e balls came out per game were just 5 or 6.
That is so bloody unfair okeh.
So feeling e heat rising insyde me,
I just went over to e Indian man plus e counter n saed to hym,
"Actually how many balls can we play per machine?"
N he saed,"U have to carry n push e machine downwards so
more balls will came out of it.
Kanina chiaochibai la deyy.
Nabeii peh swindler.
Ur work is to repair e goddamn machines,
How do we have to know dat we have to carry e BIG machine
n push it downward right?
Isnt dat should be ur JOB fucking toot?
We r just here to play arsehole.
So yeah,wen he replied me that,he totally switched me on.
N i hate to be provoked or being stepped on okeh.
I SHOUTED at hym,there.in e arcade.wif lotsa ppl.n counter ppl.
"WAT SIA,EASY FOR U TO SAY LAH.
AS IF U WANNA REFUND US.N ETC.
Its lyke we paid for it,n only few balls came out from it.
Acerlly it should be total of 8 balls.
N so darling i were really pissed off.
Bloody spoiling our moods.
N Im still not satisfied with it.
N darling told me to let go.
NO.
I MEAN IT.
NO.
Its our loss not em.
Its right we take wats ours to e fullest.
Then wen I went to exhange my money wif token,
The Indian Man was dere standing.
I just knew he was glaring at me even thou I din looked at hym
Just could sense it.
Hahaaa.I showed hym my disgusted n hatred look to hym.
N rolled my eyes.
Exhanged money wif e makcik dere,she made a face.
If she were to throw e money at me,I make sure im gonna punch her face.
Yeah,dats how violent I could get.
***
So darling & I went to e counter.
Got this person,she looks lyke a girl + boy.
Ok,no comment.
N got this MAKCIK here mcm siak.
So we talked lah we want refunds.
16 MORE BALL REFUND.THANKIU.
N she scolded us n saed,"
Why should u go n asked hym(the Indian man)?,U should be asking us.
In a fucking manner.(SARCASTIC)
Well,e heat rose even more in me.Pantang nenek moyang aku org sarcastic.
N darling replied,"How do we know that we have to asked u?
N she kept replying e same thing.
Cos if e machine spoil,we should seek help from e blooody repairman.
NOT YOU MADAFAKA LADY.
JUST A TAKE IN MONEY N GAVE OUT TOKENS,
U FARK.
SORYY.TO HUEVER RELATED TO HER.
UR CUSTOMER SERVICE IS TOTALLY SUX TO E DAMN CORE.

So yeah,we got it.
16 more balls refund.=)
So we called e "girl+boy" to took out e 8 balls w/o putting in more money of course.
She did.
N darling & I vented n enjoyed playing it at e same tyme.=)hehs.
Then,we still got 8 more balls to played.
N darling told me to let it go,
NO AGAIN.NO.
They r just too much n rude.no wayy.
N wif my egoistic, fugly attitude n looks at dat moment,
I went straight to e counter again n saed,
1 MORE GAME PUHLEASE.
N E "BUSH" OOPSS.THE GIRL+BOY REPLIED N
ASKED," WHY?"
N I REPLIED," WELL.WE PLAYED FOUR GAMES.N IN DAT FOUR GAMES,
ONLY 4 BALLS CAME OUT PER GAME
THATT MEANS,U HAVE TO REFUND US 16 MORE BALLS PUHLEASE.

She got no choice but to call another person to
restart e game again for us..haha.
Swindler.Tau nk makan duet org.
Tpi mcm siak kasi 4 bola instead of 8.
Mestilah kite yg rugi,bukan krg siol.
Okay,u guys may think im fussy n over-heated on this matter,
but I just have to take wat rightfully should be ours.
NOBODY SHOULD STEP ON PPL'S HEAD.
NOBODY.THATS RUDE.N STINKY ATTITUDE.
Thats y i blowed my top n I dunt give a damn.
All bcos of their attitude first.

So yeah,had fun playing another "FREE" game wif darling.
Then we went n played "SHARK & WING".
Yes,just infront of em,Hu cares?
WE LOL N HAD FUNS! YAY!

Then we wanted to leave,
Purpose walked passed e counter n vanished.
Cool as dat.
Theres no need to hide or watsoever.
I was hot.real hot at dat moment.

Went over to a staircase accompanied darling to smoke.
N we talked bout e stoopid incident.
Wat a farky ppl dere.urgh.
Went to queue up for Nachos n coke
n went into e cinema.
Hid my famous Amos cookies in my bag.

SPIRITS OF THE VICTIMS
-KINDA COMPLICATED STORYLINE
BUT E FUN THING WAS..
ALL E WAY GOT SPOOKY GHOSTS.
SCARY & SUSPENSE.
HEHEHEE.
N I kept scolding darling to hugged me.Haha.
N i closed part of my face.
Had great tyme in dere wif darling.=D.
Munched e foods in dere.=)
That cooled me down.

Show ended by 8 plus,
went to pond park wif baby n had our quiet moments there.
****
Yup,dat all.=)
Great!
Love u SYG!

Nites
-idah_cicak

Mr Goh's treat-Canadian Pizzas

2007-01-05T19:23:00.000-08:00

My hair, Not my fault ok if its brown+gold=p
Ncc girls-Seniors

Us again.

Argh...Im so bloody tired n sleepy right now..
Skool totally worn me out..
Skool as per normal.
Its weird not having my bestfren arnd animore to share n crack jokes with.
So yea,ppl hav been telling me dat I look down,fierce,lonely,quiet n etc.
Yeah,it is so unlike me.Cos i am one talkative n outspoken girl.
Well..theres nothing funny to smile or laugh abt..
Therefore..theres no reaction from me..
Okay guys?=)
Being alone is much better rather den being too trusting again & mingle.
Get wat i mean? Yup,im taking precautions here.hehs.=)

So today skool as per normal,much better day i assumed.
Began to study real topic lyke Maths,English & so on=)
Skool ended,n suddenly i saw SHASHA just beside me.
I was so SHOCKED,N SO BLOODY HAPPY TO SEE HER.
N we hugged. Yay!
My bestfren larhs.Skool,can u take her in..puhleaaaasse?
Im so missing her lyke hell.
In fact,true,ive became quieter.
Still,dunt try to provoke me even a lil,cos i still gonna giv u double shits otherwise.
Trust my words.

Sha & I hang arnd in my house after that.
Went back to skool,n off she went wif Anis,

So yeah,was told to come for Ncc.
Aiyah..already stepped down..still have to come sumore..
Have to assist e cadets..
Yeah,they addressed us as senior.=)
Cool.hehe.
So yeah,looked at e way dey marched n so on,
Got alot of cock up but they're improving too at e same tyme.
Cheers!

Then we e seniors hang arnd together n Mr Goh came by.
Chit Chattings for awhile wif hym.
N i was just joking arnd wen i told hym dat we want pizza hut or canadian pizza.
N he really gave us 20 bucks for e pizzas.
I was dumbstruck but YAY!
Thkiu so much.heheee!
So generous of u.haha.=p
We added money a lil bit plus i bought Lasagne along with it.

So we ate dose pizzass.
Cut short.so tired.
Training ended,den went back home.
K i wanna sleep.
bye!

-idah_cicak

2nd Day of skool

2007-01-04T04:24:00.000-08:00

The Prophet (peace be upon him) said: “Sometimes one may utter a word without thinking whether it is right or wrong and because of that he may slip down in the Fire as far away as the East is from the West.”

=) The sentence has a deeper & powerful meaning.know it.

Learnt something new today.=)
Loves it.Yay.!

Sec 5 life,being alone is well better den being surrounded by frens.
Cos every single person got a hidden face with a masked on.
I cant be too trusting on ppl agn.=)
N zahirah,Hanis & e rest,its lovely sitting with u guys=)
U guys made me feel so welcome n be part of it agn.=)
Loves ya lots.

I escaped from cutting my hair or dye it agn.
Yesss uhhhh..=)

Resolution for 2007-
Talk less,listen attentively in class n work harder.
I have too seriously.
N comparing results,i wont do it agn.
I just noe dat i will do my best in everything.
My heart & soul.

Went straight home,
got dressed n went out to fetch darling at Woodland.
Off to Toa Payoh.
Bought english blue file n etc from Popular.
Seeing those Olvels assesments,
I have to get it by hook or by crook.
Had a fun tyme wif baby today.
Hes looking so cute lyke heaven cos he cut his hair
few days back dat makes hym looks lyke an NS ppl.
Baby botakhead i called hym.
Kept playing wif his durian hair n kissed it.
We had a sweet tyme together.=)

Off he went tutoring,
& here am I home sweet home.

-idah_cicak

Day 1-skool

2007-01-03T15:31:00.000-08:00

=)
Hello Readers.
Short & Sweet.
1st day of skool today was totally bored & sleepy.
Didnt study at all except for a lil exercises for Geog.
N that was e last period.
N im so forcing myself not to sleep.
Oh dear.
Very funny indeed cos im still in band one mt class.
N Irah have to moved to e other class.
We had e same grade for mt-4.haha
I wanna be with her lah.
k done.=)
Cant wait to study tomorrow.

Forgot to state bout one thing.

I was caught for my hair in e early morn.

I was told to cut the tip of my hair.
Which is gold+brown color.
Damnit cos i honestly din dye at all.
Dyed dark brown lagik ade uh.
I dyed it black since e beginning of last year.
Its not my fault right if the color emerged agn.
N wtf,i have to cut it?
No wayy.Im not gonna let u spoil my permed hair.
Thanks.
Terpakselah aku sipot.haha!

-idah_cicak

Idah Speech n declarations =p

2007-01-02T03:33:00.000-08:00

In e bus.
Shiok Sendiri.
Darling & I in e bus to Escape.=)
After Escape,all wet.=)

Woke up at 9,went out of e house by 11am.
Met baby darling over at Pasir Ris Mrt.
Proceed to Escape Theme Park again.
Went there cos it is the LAST DAY OF MY ENJOYMENT.=.=''

N i still got loads of shopping lists to do! =D

Went in,ride e Flippers,

Then e Pepsi,den e Rainbow

den e Viking ...den e blablablahs.
haaaaaa.

Except Cadburry cos e ride was closed.

Its a lame ride aniwae.haha!

Between that,ate Cheesy hotdog insyde e Burger King.=)

N e free snacks were Candy Floss & Paddlepop.

Better than e last tyme which were popcorns & stoopid undelicious jelly ice cream.
Yucksss.
As usual,played Go-kart.

Darling e driver n me e passenger.
Da tua bangke pon tk tau bwk aku.haha!

Im so scared of cars.Hate it.hahaa!=p

Usual,darling beat all e rest n we came in first agn.
He drove lyke Tokyo Drift.hahaa.

Mabok siol..=p

The last game was e most enjoyable.
BUMPER BOAT.hahaaa
Basically bcos all e rides r lame to me.=.=''
Only 6 r allowed at a tyme.
Darling,Me,4 Chinese kids & 1 mat salleh.hahaa.
We shot the water at one another.
Best gilerr.
N noe wat? Great! Cos my boat was not working!
Engine die tk hidop2!
Hahaha,n I cant move e boat! pffft!
hahaa!Still had fun thou cos I nvr gav up shooting just now!
Hilang image aku..haha! nvm!
Enjoing single bits of it!
Times up,all of us were dripping from head to toe.
Insyde out. GEREKS DOK.=D.

Then went to e toilet n took our things in e locker room

by 5plus,
N out we go!
Dripping all over.N my hair...SHUCKS.
Still loves it anw.=)
Darling have to went off cos hes cutting his hair n going ngaji later.=)
My sayang imang smell kecik baby darling.
Board e bus wif darling,he alighted first.
Reached Prs Interchange,made my way to Alano.
The clothes attacted my attention.
N yeah! Bought one of it! Loves it! Nyce!
Went into e mrt's toilet.
Got this Indian lady accidentally touch my pant at e back,
n she turned n looked a it twice.
Hahaha! She may think i urined in my pant or sumting ! hahaa!
Then board e train as if nobody business.
Muke step peng basah kuyop.hehs.
Sat dwn summore not bothering whether my sit wet onot.=)

Off to my home sweet home.=)

Okay,lets proceed to e topic abt 2006.
Haven yet talk bout it.
Here we go.
Well,2006 has long ended,n HELLO 2007!
2006 taught me alot of things.
Yet left me painful,unforgettable,sweet n beautiful memories.
Joys,victory,fights,reconcile n stuffs lyke dat.
It taught me to be independent.
Bucking myself up for exams.

Went thru e hard tyme quarrelling wif close friends.
Thks to dose ppl hu pull me up n comfort me now n den.
Mohsen dearest,Shasha,Mr Ronnie Goh,Zahirah n most imptly..
My family..
Daddy..Mummy..Sis..Bro? Relek sua abg.haha! lup u!
This wonderful ppl left great impact in my life..
The turnt me into a butterfly..
N reminded me to do my best,give my all in everything I do.
N tol me..friends come.friends go.
But given my state,I love my close friend.
Which is none other than Dini.=')

She left a wonderful great impact in my life.
Sisters bonding.Minahrep pon ader.hahaa.
We went thru alot together.
Discovered new things togeder..
N we travelled together..
N now im moving on to a new year..n she is not arnd..
N im gonna miss her so much.
My laughing & storyteller partner.=')

Yup,friends fought but did u ever think..?

That TRUE SISTERS,TRUE FRIENDS r alwaes back together no matter wat happened.
We'll alwaes be there.
Leave it all bhind,e past.The disputes.
Love ya sistalupkuz ='''))) kwang2.

Mohsen-
Mohsen been there all along in my darkest period,
my victory n joys n everything.
N im here just wanna tell you,
that u meant so much to me.
Thks for everyting honey.
W/o u,im cripple.
N im lost.
I LOVE YOU baby..
U played e most greatest impact in my life!
MOre than anyone else!
N i owe u one baby..MUACCKKZSS!
U r my everthing,my tears,joys & laughters.
Whatever i achieved today,u r one n only person,

hu nvr fails to pull me up agn n agn everytimes i fall.='')

Memories with you could nvr be forgotten.
Love,Romance,disputes n everything.
Been wif u since 2004.
N now we r stepping into 2007.='')

N im happy & contented being with u all my life.
U r e one.=')

Shasha-
She is another true sister hu stood by me at all times.=')
N alwae be happy for my victory,results,n my reconcilement wif close friends.
Shes been there to lend a listening ear.
Shes been there too in my darkest period.
N shasha dear,I owe u one.
Thks for everything.
N im gonna miss u cos u r not dere to sit bside me in e class animore..
I nvr forget u chipmunk!
I love u.=)

Irah-
We r crazy so close sisters in 2004.
So madly close n insane i tell u wan..hahaha.
Nvm eh zah,bdk 2nA jer tau..
Dgn Mrs Pereira..=)
We laughed non stop hits.serious.
Bestfriend forever.Sampai Akhirat=''')

I told her this in 2004,
N now..
Im still telling u..
Our friendship ends at never but forever.=''')
Despite dose obstacles in e past dat led us to be separated..
Made this friendship loose..
She is still there for me.Always.='')
N sometimes I can cry to noe dat I got sucha beautiful n wonderful friend.
N ive hurt her too much.
N she still dere for me.='''_

She motivated me,she alwaes stood by me,
Shes EVERYTHING.=''')
N i alwaes felt better after sharing it with her.

Juts wanna say sorry for dose hurts i caused u in e past..
N sister,i nvr regretted knowing u even for e slightest bits.
I love you.

MR RONNIE GOH-
Wackiest,crazy n cool teacher u ever met.=')
U noe wat?
Thks for everything,
Yup,u played another great impact in my life.=)

Thks for pulling me up,motivates n dose comfort words.=')
Crazy Physic Teacher but nvr failed to lend a listening ear.
Everytyme u r needed! hahaaa! =p
U noe u rocks.=)

Family-

EVERYTHING.
THKS TO U.
Most of all,daddy.
I love u all.

2007-
Here I come.
To face another bigger challenge wif competitors.
Now i noe wer i stand.
Its tyme to give my best shot 4 e whole year.
My goals-Do my best in everything,revising &
wonderful results.
Wif beautiful ppl still existing in my life to be dere for me.='')
Its gonna be a tougher year.
Stress n mixed confusion feelings gonna occur agn,
budden..
Im gonna smile..n told myself..
I did it..in 2006..
N im gonna do it again in 2007.
Never give up attitude.
N yeah,clean records.=')

Pasir Ris Secondary,
Here I come.

-idah_cicak

SkoolShoes!

2007-01-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

Heloo Readers.=)

Darling came to my house arnd 4pm.

He got somethin earlier on.
As if im gonna write out every details here.
bluek! haaaaa.

Had an awesome tyme in my house.=)

Anw,watched e Sounds Of Style till e end.
It was fabulous.
Favourite artists performed,
Fergie,PCD,Beyonce & BONJOVI!
All came out one after another.
N i happened that al of it r my top favourite artists!

Great songs n groovy dance moves!

Back to darling & I.=)

Baby got stomache,maybe due to food poisoning.
So i rubbed medicated oil on his stomach..=)

Sayang dier..My baby smell.MUACKZS!

After that he felt slightly better.Love u baby!

Went out from e house wif baby arnd 7.

Darling bought Hotdog Roll n we sat dwn in front of e Bedok Library

n having fun times there.
Told hym a story bout a girl hu got addiction bout sex.haha.

The Mat Motor told her to come over to his house..

n JENG JENG jENG..n he left her later.
Read it from somewhere.haa
Went to Bata n bought my skoolshoes.

Sec 5 zaman da relek..

No more branded or u noe..haha.

Its tyme to wake me up & achieve my goal right from e starting.

I still got lot of shopping to do lah!

Even thou I bought 7 new clothes,it still not enuf ok!

Wanna buy more clothes,perfume finishing,skoolbag?haaa.

n lotsa more.I got $210 in my hands.yay!

But skool reopening soon.=.=''

NVM,CANT WAIT! YAY!

Watching Ladyboss right now.

Haha,just watched it wif darling few days back n im watching it again.

BESSTTT.

Pssst: Dear,nk joget lagi dgn u lagu ladyboss leh?!! hahahaa.

Darling fond of this brown shoes in Bata.
N i wanna buy it for hym,
but dun have his size.alah syg...

I got 150,n it is meant to share wif my baby..
Cos he is part of my achievement.=)

K done.

Had a great tyme wif ya darling.

Loves

-idah_cicak

HARI RAYA HAJI N A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-12-31T23:43:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI
TO ALL MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAN OUT THERE.=)
N A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 in advance to all!

Not going to Countdown.=)
Nxt year onwards,i promise.
Wif youu,darling dearest.

Woke up in e early morning,
cos i was awaken by the takbir from the radio.
Loves it.
Then went back to my lala land.
Cut short.
Got dressed in my blue Kebaya.=)
For ur info,wore my sec 1 Kebaya.2003.
Haha see,I can nvr grow bigger or fatter
cos i can still fit in.=D.
Heard from e radio bout Nabi Ibrahim n his son.=)
Loves it.

Went out from e house with Mummy loves.
Went to Al-Ansar mosque for awhile to tke a peep
on the sheeps being slaughtered.
Couldnt see clearly from where i stood.
Cos im not wearing any scarf n my
kain got left cutting upto e knee level.
Wont be appropriate to step in.
They dragged e sheep,****
Takbir were heard everytime e sheeps r being slaughted.
n blood oozed out was e nxt thing i saw..
By now,all of em must be dead. ='(
K....i noe i shouldnt...

So mummy is crazy.Alwaes talking craps with her.
Snapshots wif her in e bus.=D.
Reached my grand's house.=)
Got lontong,popiah n etc etc! WEE~!

Mit up wif the rest in dere!
Cousins,Uncles,Aunties,Sis,bro,Daddy,
Grands & etc etc!
Usual stuff,Took alot of pichas wif dada & Lin!
N i ate 4 or 5times!
N yet,I din feel anything in my stomach now.
WEIRD HUH?

Oittt setan,klua dari perot aku lah!
Hahahaaa.
Seriously,I alwaes recite my prayer b4 i start eating.=.=''
HAIZ.=D.

Lin accidentaly deleted all the pichas in my dgcam,
Hahahahah!
So cute n she panicked.
N saed soryy.
Luckily 3/4 of it ive saved in my comp oready.
Only today pichas which i took wif mummy n etc were gone.!

Nvm! =D!
Luckily got dada hu saved e day!
We took pichas using her $700 dgcam.
POWERRRR.!

Laughters n chatterings filled e house! AWESOME!
Din mit up wif baby today of course.
Cos he also went to his granny house!
My baby smell.
Aniwae,I got a total of $62 today! =D!
YAY!
Even thou hari rayer haji dun hafta to give money,
we still got it! =D!
Watched Stuart Little 2 in e room wif e rest.
Kecohh. =D!
Okeh den by 9plus,bro sent me home by car.
IM MISSING BABY SO BADLY.

Aniwae,
Gonna start my revisions tomorrow.
Wif my cute lil Maths Tutor.
MOHSEN DARLING.
Alwaes.muackzs!

Well,new year is in 1hr 12mins more.
May all of us lead a blissful n enjoyable yera ahead!=D!
Okeh,bout 2006,
im gonna brag bout dat in tomorrow post.='D.
Those incidents,happening things that have occurred in my life.
Friends,Darling,Family n all!
Tomorrow,
Promise.=)

-idah_cicak

2006-12-30T11:59:00.000-08:00

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP=ACER. =D.
THE CASING.
OUT.
HONEY EATING HIS MEAL.
SNAPS.
SNAPS2.
SHEEPS AT AL ANSAR MOSQUE.
LOVE U SHEEPS.='(

Went out wif daddy & mummy
n den mit up wif darling at Bedok Mrt.
Four of us headed to Funan n WALLA!
Finally I got my laptop! hehs.
ACER. ALOT OF FREE MAJOR STUFFS.
LOVES IT.=)
Thks Mummy & daddy.
Well.I got a new hp,dgcam,perming & laptop.

n of course..shopping!
Wow,I got all of dose things at one go.
Too pampered not good,dats wat he said.
Haha.Not yet to be independent uh.soryyy.
I got all the things i wanted.
God bless me.hahahaaaa.
Kesian drg,bankrupt psl aku.haha=p.

In btwn,accompanied darling to Macdonald.
He hasnt had his breakfast yet.
I did,fish & Chip in e morning.
The both of us went back to my mummy n daddy.
Darling helped us by carrying my heavy laptop till we reached home.
Thks dear.
Then yeah,darling went off.

Got home,rested n dozed off for awhile.
Woke up n all of us went to my Cousin's open house.
Got lotsa foods.yummy.
Nasik Beriyani n lotsa more.
I ate soo much.
Too much.
But my size still e same.=.=''
Played wif e swings dere
wif nana & lin.haha.
We didnt realised got snails on e grounds.
N abg Jat, Cik Yus, daddy & bro chased my sis & I lyke hell
as if theres snails on their palm.
Sis n I ran lyke crazy n screamed even thou it is already night.=.=''
haha.It was really fun n childish moment.
Lin & I r just too playful since we were small.
N sis too.haha!
I was sweating n very sticky back den.
Best uh.Maen catching.haha!
Wif uncle,daddy,bro n guy cousin! haha! gilerr!
Addition,I HATE SNAILS,LIZARDS & FROGS TO E DAMN CORE.
Dunt u ever dare bring it close to me.
Thkiu.haha!

SELAMAT HARI RAYE HAJI TO ISLAMIC PPL.
Otw home,bro stopped e car
n we headed to Al Ansar mosque.
Cos i wanna see dose sheeps dat hav to be slaughter 2moro.
Yeah,pity em. ='''( lotsa of em.
Cuddles togeder n not making any noises.
Okay,as dey saed,it is meant to be our food,
God gave us n we shouldnt tke pity on em.
But the fact is,all of us is.
Just couldnt say it.

Then yeah,got home.
Here I am typing.

Aniwae Saddam Hussein was hanged. ='(
I heard alot of good side story bout hym as well as bad.
Y must dey killed hym?
I dunt understood much bout dose politics n stuffs but
from wat i heard,
He is an Islam n he doesnt deserve to be killed.
He took great care of Irag even thou theres till rioting.
NOw the situation at Irag worsen.From wat i heard lah.
Watever it is,my opinion n how i feel bout Saddam.
He was hanged wif his face open.
He prayed to e god b4 he was killed.=''(
N yeah,saw hym getting hanged at RTM1 just now.
May god bless ur soul.='''( Amin.

Aniwae,saw Abrigail yesterday at ctplaza.
We took taxi otw dere,
n we alighted,Abrigail board our taxi.haha.
N he..OOPPPS.MISTAKE.
N "SHE" waved at us..
Hahahaa..The funny thing is..
"SHE" looked at my darling.
Hahahahah.
Ayg da ader peminat seyr.haha.
Ntah2 dier waved pat u! haiyooo!! haha!

k done.

-idah_cicak

2006-12-30T10:39:00.000-08:00

I miss my lil Princess so much.
Called her Princess cos she is so beautiful n adorable lil kitten.
Let me reminiscence back wat occurred in e early months of 2006.
Well darling & I were hanging arnd e void deck apposite my block.
Then suddenly we heard a baby meow sound.
N she followed us wherever we went.
Then we tried to get away from her by running arcoss the road.
I turnt n I saw her in e middle of e road,in e midst of chasing us,
nearly to be knock down by e car.
N i just relieved n hold back my tears back den..
NOOOOOO.
Princess was lucky to be alive..
If she were to be dead just bcos of us,
I would nvr forgive myself.
The lil innocent princess.
She just a lil kittens n yet to noe e danger she have to face out dere.
So I cant imagined e tots of princess nearly getting knock dwn again,
I brought her home.
Where i fed her,took really great care of her,loved her.
Busy playing with my comp,
she will jumped onto my lap n doze off.
As i looked at her,i told myself,
Im gonna tke good care of it all by myself.
But..
Under circumstances at dat moment,
I was forced to let go of e cat.
3 cats r enough in my house.
N i cant bear to see my lil princess suffer in e cage wif e other cat when mom's
home.
N i let her go..
Afterall,shes a stray cat..
At night,daddy returned from work n asked me where is princess
cos he just bought her kitten food.
N i cried n rushed down to search for her in e middle of e night..
But..to no avail..
She must have grown so beautifully right now..
Hu noes,maybe she already have kittens of her own?=')
I miss n love u lil princess.

Last 3 days,Lin sleepover in my house for 2 days.
Its been crazy n wacky having her arnd.
On e music & dance lyke madness.
N kept bullying n irritated at my cute sister.

Okay guys,
update laterr.

Much loves

-idah_cicak

Arnolds,Mom's treat

2006-12-29T21:38:00.000-08:00

Baby & I at Arnolds
Candid.
Darling n bro in e front sit.
Okay,me wearing scarf last week,ngaji.
Nooooo! I look really horrible. =.='''''

My hidden face.

Okay guys!
Lets start from A B C! =D.
Well,I had a huge arguments wif darling last two days.=.=''
Usual,we miss each other alot.
We fought n we easily get back to each other.
Like darling saed,we r growing fonder of each other.haha.
So our "pretends" to ignore each to other didnt even last for a day!
hahahaaaa..
He wanna mit me at 10 first thing in e morning underneath my block.
To SETTLE.. =.=''' hmm..

So yeah,woke up at 8.
By 10,i went down n headed to the shop nearby
n later darling came by.
Its funny.
Cos bothh of us r trying hard not to smile..or laugh.haa.
So I happily ate Hotdog Roll & Curry Puff in front of me.
At least dat keep me distracted right? Hahahahaha..
Then we had lil formal talks..Really hilarious..

Then darling saed," da settle kan?"
N i replied," Da uh..
N he saed," K jalan uh.."
He walked off n turnt to see me still sitting down..
N i saed,"U nak u g jalan.."
Then he replied,"hahaaaaaaa,YOP KITE SETTLE G TGK NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM AT PRINCESS."
K BEST.AKU KENE PUNKED.
BUAT TENSION JEEEK.!
hahaa..

N we started our craziness back.
Hahahah!
We r totally inseparable.
Couples fought,but dey do alwaes get back togeder=)
He looked dashing as usual wif his white long sleeve shert.
Loves it.Wif his shades.
N den he told me dat just now wen he saw me n sniff my smell,
he smiled.
pffft.hehe.loves u!
Buat org suspense..settle konon..
Wayang aderlah! MUACKZS!

Proceed to my crib n have my shert n pants changed.
Wore white long sleeve too.
Headed to cinema,show started.
LOVES IT.
NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM.
FUNNY & THRILLING MOVIE to watch.=)
Had a great tyme wif darling in dere. ;D.

Then proceed back to my crib.
Went to my skool wif mommy & dearest.
Bought skoolbooks n etcc.
Then returned library books wif darling.
Headed back to my crib.
Watched ladyboss in my room.
GREAT! =)
Then by 5,daddy,mummy,me & darling went out of e house.
Went to Arnold's Cityplaza by taxi n mit up wif e rest there.=)
There were 9 pf us.
Daddy,Mummy,me,darling,bro,sis,Lin,dada & Aunt mel2.
It was Mom's treat bcos it was her bday on e last two days.
Ordered half spring chicken wif darling.=)
N later,there were whole lotsa foods in the table.=D.
JUICY TENDER DELICIOUS CHICKEN.=)

Then the rest wanna window shopping while me,darling,bro & daddy wanna
went off first.
Proceed back to my crib,
Continue watching Ladyboss again.=)
Had tremendous tyme wif darling today!
Skool reopens in 5 days tyme.
N i cant wait! =D!
N yeah,daddy buying me a laptop tomorrow.=)
Insyaallah if got tyme cos 2moro we will
be going to Cousin's open house.
Love you baby!

-idah_cicak

?nothing to display?

2006-12-28T10:06:00.000-08:00

I woke up..
Feeling devastated,lost & empty.
n i told myself..
move on..

-meeee

Mom's bday

2006-12-27T22:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA
LOVE YOU.

ALL E BEST FOR E FUTURE,

N EVERTHING NICE.

Motorbikes issue

2006-12-26T21:21:00.000-08:00

I forgot to write abt an issue e other day.

Darling has been really upset cos all of his friends have
gotten a motorbike.
N he already reached e legal stage to tke both the licence.
Cars n motorbikes.
But darling,
the reasons why we forbids u to take dose motorbike's licence
cos we really care for you.
We hate if anything bad were to happen to u.
True,bikes r total coolness.
But life is way more precious than e bike.
Ppl hu gotten into accident wif e bike,they r lucky enough
to be alive. trust me.
Two girls were killed bcos dey rode a motorbike n being knocked dwn by a lorry.
My cousin has gotten into accident wif his bike for nearly 3times.
N i saw it. Scars n bruises all over.
How painful could it get to see u lying dwn at dat kinda state?
In ICU or warded in e hospital.
*Heartbreaking*.
Do u noe that sayang?
I love you.We love you.
Its ur life n u can decide wat u wanna do with it.
But dear,we r a part of ur life.
N we r here alwaes to tell u e dont's.
Cos it may cost ur life.
N i die if anything were to happen to u.
Cos i love you.so.damn.veryy.the.much.
One day when u finally get ur car licence,
its gonna be fun n easier cos ur family already owned a car.
N ull be veryy happy to spin arnd e world after that.=)
Ull alwaes have my blessings.
Still No to motorbikes,dangerous sayang.
I care n love you the extreme.
Muackzs.

REAL LOVE.

2006-12-26T20:18:00.000-08:00

2006.Early months.

Just felt e urge to post the pichas again..

Im so missing hym right now..

N loving hym more every single day..

2006 bring us closer than everr.

Till we fully understood e meaning of being in a r'ship.

Which holds a greater responsibility.

The key values to make it survive.

Of course a r'ship wouldnt existed w/o a thing..

call..

LOVE.

The second pichas till e bottom were taken for my art Nlvels project.

Its really mushy okeh..

N my cheeks r lyke burning pink right now..

To recall back.

U noe..The guy u love really kneeled dwn in front o fu..

N pretended to propose to u..

haha.. Its really sweet of hym to help me out..

It is a fairytale come true..

He kneeled dwn n really kissed my hand..

haaa..im feeling soo... *cover myself wif a huge pillow*

N e first pichas,

Its pretty obvious i love hym dat even God wont noes how much.

Except myself.

It is hard to define love,

cos it brings sorrows n happiness at e same tyme.

Well thats life.

N yeah,i love you. *cover myself again*

Some beautiful & meaningful love quotes.

"Distance never separates two hearts that really care,

for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.

But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you,

I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss."

"I guarantee there'll be tough times;

I guarantee that at some point, one,

or both of us is gonna wanna get out of this thing;

But I also guarantee, that if I don't ask you to be mine,

I'll regret it for the rest of my life...

because I know in my heart, that you're the only one for me."

"If enduring pain, braving shame,

despising one's self for the sake of affection and accepting misery without question is the definition of love -

then, I LOVE YOU."

3hrs 24more mins is my mom's Bday.

Eating arnold tomorrow.Her treat.

N I hope he tag along.

-idah.

Dhoom2

2006-12-26T14:45:00.000-08:00

U GUYS HAVE TO WATCH DHOOM 2.

STARRING HRITHRIK ROSHAN,AISWARYA RAI,BIPASHA BASU,

UDAY CHOPRA N ABHISHEK BACHAN.

BOTH HRITHIK N AISWARYA R HOTT!

THE MOVIE WAS TOTALLY AWESOME.

THE SONGS WERE ALL GREAT!

FUNNY THRILLING MOVIE.

N OF COURSE..

ROMANCE..

POWER.

COS IM TOO OBSESSED N CRAZY BOUT THE GREAT MOVIE,

THE SONG CURRENTLY PLAYING IN MY BLOG IS

DHOOM MACHELE.

THE MOVIE'S SONG LAH.haha!

Psst: I watched it. sha,wens ur turn? hehe

-idah_cicak

Dream dat nvr will come true

2006-12-25T22:12:00.000-08:00

Thks truckloads Mummy for separating me n my dearest dgcam.
Well she accidentaly forgot to bring it over to me from grands place.
Mann,sucha hassle okehh.
N bcos of u,I cant write my entry cos theres pichas to go along with it! hmph!
haha! okeyy,im exaggerating!
Love you so much Twin look-alike! kwang2!

Err..I miss my dgcam lerr.
Haha..padahal baru satu-dua hari tk nmpk..
N my grands house is only few metres away from my home.haha!
So yeah,yesterday went to ngaji at 9am instead 11:30.
Last minute postponed e timing.
N i slept only for 4 pathetic hours..
Dragged myself to Lin's house early in e morning..
But i loves it larh cos we alwaes learnt something new! =D.
N yeah,back to square one.
Wore white scarf n white long sleeve.
Mann,I think white look better on me.haha.
Instead of other colors.
Anw,Blue is still n alwaes been my top favourite of all colors.=D.

Then planned to mit darling..
But something happened..
I fall asleep on Lin's bed..
I had a weirdest dream..N i hate it..
Cos it involved my love one..
True..I have not been a filial grandaughter
hu kept coming to her grands house n look after both of em..
Even thou,they r e one hu brought me up all along..
n EVERYTHING. =''(
Im bad..dunt i?
So yeah..back to e dreams..
****

I was lost at some places..wif mummy I think..
But the heroin was me lah! haha!
So puhlease ppl,focus on me ok! hah!
Then i saw MY GRANNY over dere in my dream.
Feeling lost at e moment,i approached n asked from her the direction.
N in my dream,she got no relation with me at all.
Just a passerby.
N so yeah,she pointed n told me e direction..
Immediately after knowing the way,
I just turnt n walked away..
Budden...

I stopped.
N i turnt to her.
She is still standing there looking at me.
N suddenly I walked towards her..
I was feeling really guilty,love,fear n missing her soo much.
N i sweared i could feel it..my heart I mean..
Gotten close to her,
I hugged her real tight..
N kiss both of her cheeks..

N i woke up..
Feeling very all mixed up..
My heart really hurts..
Its been sucha long tym4 since i last visited em..=''(
Only me ok..
Cos i alwaes went out everiday..
Forgetting all abt em..
The ppl hu brought me up..
Im totally hating myself for dat moment..
"Seperti Kacang Luperkan Kulit". ='(
Im so selfish.But i love em so much.
So the feelings r really unexplainable,I got up from e bed.
Told darling dat I HAVE to go to my grands house.
Which I did. Instantly.

Reached dere,hugged n talked to both of my grands.
Miss them soo much.
Well,it seemed lyke i just hold on to my tears when i talked to em.
I hope the dream is just a dream..
Nothing else..
N nothing will happen..
Nothing..

Nothing..

N nothing!! ='( ok?

Missed my aunt too hu brought me up.
Love her! =')

So yeah,sis,bro,mom & me spice up e house.
It alwaes has been noisy wen we're around.
But it has gotten quieter ever since bro n me started to
sleep in our own house.
Except sis.
So yeah,missed it.

Left my dgcam at Lin's house.
Darling waited for me underneath my grands' block.
Planned to take my dgcm from her house
But darling psycho me not to.
Ended up me & darling headed to my crib.
Clashed wif my mom at e same tyme.
So yeah.Did some discussions n drawings with darling.
We've been planning to make a couple shert wif our own design.

So yeah,
Fetched darling at Eastpoint just now.
He is currently tutoring his cousin Maths.P5.
Clever darling!
Im so hating primary skool Maths,PROBLEM SUMS.!
Nvr gotten it right! hate it!
Thats y i failed! haha! in e past.
Went n ate at Burger King,mushroom swiss double.=)
Another fast food favourite.=D.hehs.
Proceed to Tm n went straight to e shop.
The shert's price is too expensive n therefore,
we dumped the tots of making it that we planned to have.
As u can see,im a very longwinded person.
Cos to me,blogging is e tyme to relax..
N write..rattle n rattle n rattle..haha!

Then proceed to my house,
Great tyme dere.
Okay e day ended.!
K im exhausted!
N chicken curry is calling me! hahaha!
k dada!

Psst:Im going crazy.I need my $150 urgently.
Theres sales everyone! byootiful clothes!! arghh!!
N thks mummy for the new Revlon Powder.Muackzs!
Love ya again!

k daa.!

-idah_cicak

Christmas=)

2006-12-24T22:28:00.000-08:00

MERYY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

=))

-idah_cicak

ECP,Fishing.

2006-12-23T23:38:00.000-08:00

Settling down.=)

Darling lieing on my lap.shyg dierr~!
We love this pic.
I love u darL.
I looked lyke fatimah rocker.haas.

"Makcik" gave it to me.-bookmark.not yet open.stelnyer uh.=D.

Helo readersss!!
Darling & I went fishing today.
I sweared we had amazing n spend quality tyme togeder.
The weather was splendid.
Cold,breezy n everything nice.
Met darling at Pasir Ris Mrt.
Off we went to Changi n bought fishing baits,prawns n so on.=D!
Been wanting to fish! yay!
Well if guys wanna noe,
darling & I simply loves fishing.
PATIENCE.wen it comes to fishing.=)
Everything settled,
Proceed to Bedok Interchange bought Ramlee's hotdog roll wif darling.
Yay! Delicious babes.
Then headed to East Coast Park,
we walked sucha long way to find e Bedok Jetty.
Found a spot to settle down.
Darling brought his mat.
So we placed our materials on e mat n settled down.=)
There were alot of fishermen over dere.=)
The fisherman bside us was very nosey.
Kept looking at our baits n so on.haha.
So we ate our Hotdog Roll first.
Had our drinks n prawn crackers i bought along the way.
Yummy! =D.
Then we started fishing larhs! haha!
But no luck cos we din caught any fish today.
The other tyme i caught 2 catfish n small crabs hu managed to got away.
Nvm! Had romantic tyme wif sweetheart.=))
Darling on his mp3 player in his hp,
alamak,Jiwang start uhh.
Haha!
Loves it to bits. =)
N i cant take it wen darling made me blush n so on.
Alaaaa...got lah! haha!
So yeah,=)
Its getting late n very cold.
Packed our stuffs n walked all e way out from East Coast Park.
Board the buses n darling sent me home.=)
Loves ya to bits.

Aniway,"Makcik" gave me the bookmark."=D!
Yay! Loves it.
I still have yet to share wif yar bout my holidays.
I bought "Makcik" a shert.
But she cant fit in.dumb me.=.=''.
So i msged her saed,

"Cik,thks for the gift. =)
Sory baju idah kasi cik tk muat.."

N she replied,"
Wanted 2 thank u 4 d baju earlier on but my hp was on repair.
Thks.Its lovely.
I will keep n wear it wen im thinner.
Congratulations on passing yr 'N' level!
Wish u all d best esp 4 yr 'O' level next yr..
By d way i hope d book mark i gave u will encourage n remind u 2 work harder
so s 2 achieve better results.

N i replied."
Hehe,thks.I will. =)

Loves it.=D.
Many ppl got high expections of me.
But most n for all,
I should set targets for myself,my goals
n strive towards it.
Despite the obstacles that awaits me in 2007.
Here i come.
Im ready to tke a greater challenge.

Loves ya all.
Had wonderful tyme wif yar dearest.
Lovvveeeee youu!

-idah_cicak

Loves Day<3

2006-12-22T22:36:00.000-08:00

He left this in my room,n oh,ill alwaes love you too sweetheart loves.
He gave me this handmade card for our 2yrs anni.now den i post it.
All the cards he gave me since our 1mth anniversary.=')
Well,there u go.Sen & Idah all over again.=)
My baby..
Adorable baby..alamak.sebok uh tuu dust pat rambot.grr
Lalala..shyg dier!
Oh yeah,HARLO.
Enough.Lets get going honey.muackzs!

Darling came over to my house at 1plus.=)

Had great tyme in my crib.

Out we go.

Bought Hotdog roll from Ramlee's burger stall.

Judging by my taste bud,this hotddog roll is the bestest in the whole wide world.

Yummy,n oh yeah,

more mayoinnaise puhleasse.

Then off we went to Tampines.

Its been quite awhile since i last been dere.

Today,

Darling & I have been a totally insane person.

We kept laughing,giggling,tickling,cheeky n running to the extreme

from the starting all e way to e ending.

If u get what i mean? haaaaa.

Its wacky n crazy.

Really crazy.haha.

I noe u noe public dunno eyy? =D.

Then at night darling sent me home.

As i said,we kept making noises in the bus,LOL n so on,

till adults looked at us wif the bloody pissed off face.

HAHAAA.=D! hu cares aniwae. =p.

Alighted from the bus,

Chased darling cos he has been tickling n making me cheeky non stop hit.

Darling ran away form me cos i "agressively punched"hym.haha!

N he scared! haha!! =p

We wrestled each other under the block.

YES.UNDER THE BLOCK.

WHERE PPL WALK BY N ABLE TO SEE US.

haha.

Luckily,got no souls dere for the tyme being.

N i won!! hahahaha!

I knocked out darling wif my punch,haha,

n he dropped n den..

I went on top of him n counted..

ONE..

TWO..

THREE..

HAHAHAHA.

JENG JENG JENG!!

The champion is Nur Zahidah! yayy!!

Hahahah!

After dat darling didnt giv me chances animore n tickled me.!

Argh!! Tkle tahan dokkk!! geli maut tau tk! haha!

Hahahah!

After all e commotion,

proceed back to my crib.

Rested wif darling.=)

Fed darling oranges.

N he made for me the heart shape using my paper color.=')

LOves it.

Niwae,collected alot of it oready!

From darling of course!

But was made from the bus fares papers.

MUACCCKKKZZSS!!

LOVE YOU LAH SEN.

hah.

pssst:Zah! Nice bumping into u! muackzs! haha.

-idah_cicak

Bursary=)

2006-12-21T19:17:00.000-08:00

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
I GOT GOOD PROGRESS AWARD.
BEEN WANTING IT.
LAST GOT IT WEN I WAS IN SEC 1.HAHAH!
YAYYY!! I DID IT! I GOT IT! =D.
YAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY!
$$$$$$$$ =)))))
It may means no big deal to u guys,
but it means so much to me.
Been working hard for it.
Okay,$150 only pat efforts do rili pay off.=')
n I noe dat im back on my track lyke i used to b in sec 1.
n ZAHIRAH darling!
CONGRATS FOR GETTING $300.=)
MUACKZS!

-idah cicak

East Coast

2006-12-21T12:06:00.000-08:00

Cycled wif baby at East Coast yesterday.feel free to wtch.=)
Press.
Pardon for my ugly face n voice.=.='' heh.

Mc Spicy=)) Snapshot!
Waterbreaker.
Waterbreaker2.
Underneath my block.

Well.darling & I went to East Coast YESTERDAY.=)
Sort of celebrated our belated 2yrs anni we have missed.=)
Had wonderful tyme n explored alot of thnigs wif darling.=)
Like alwaes.
In e morn,darling ate wif his family at Sakura's.
Then he came by n fetched me.
Waied for me at my living room while I was dressing up=)
Had loving tyme.=))
All e way to East Coast,
Haven had my breakfast, so usual stuff,
Macdonald-Mcspicy Meal.=D
Then rented the couple bike.
We were given two hours.free a bottle of plain water
& a lucky draw.=D.
Great tyme cycle wif baby.
Cycled from one end to e other end.=)
Went to e pond n relaxed for awhile.
Got terrapin n tadpoles.Took video.
Got dose sandcastles which came out in the news.
Veryy beautiful n talented to dose hu made em.
Bravo!
Then went to Bedok Jetty.
Got this mats caught quite a big fish.
Had fun watching it.
Clashed wif one of my uncle overr dere.=)
Then I approached this chinese couple to take a pic for us.=)
Veryy friendly.N sweet couple I could say too.=)
So yeah,fifteen mins left.
Tot of going to e Big Splash but tyme is running out
n so we dumped the tots.
Been wanting to go Big Splash n fishing wif darling.
So yeah,returned the bike &
we had our relax moments at the waterbreaker there.=)
The weather was awesome.
Very breezy n cloudy.=)

Then we made our way out from the place.=)
Darling sent me home.
In e meantime,
hang arnd underneath my block.=)
Usual stuffs,goodbye kisses n hugs.=)

Kbye!!
-idah_cicak

Skool Reopens in 1 wk tyme

2006-12-20T13:26:00.000-08:00

Last two days.When taking the results.=)

My clan. =D

Yesterday pichas.

Aniwae,I got all of my kL pichas.=)))

Updating later at night.=))

Okay,going out with darling in awhile.

Skool reopens in exactly 1 week from now.

Cant wait.

But at same tyme.

Theres gonna be stress all over again.

In fact more,cos im taking Olvels.=)

All e way to poly! yay! insyaallah.=)

N it also means that my holidays gonna soon be overr.=(

Have to wear those green uniform again.

Books.Teachers.Friends.

I hope i got into e same class as Zahirah.

Mann,god,puhleeeeasssee???

The chances of me getting it is low.haiz.

Okay yeah.=)

doooodddlllesss

-idah_cicak

Results=))

2006-12-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

Press it if u wanna watch it.thks.

Okay guys,tell me,
Which one should i start with?
The topic bout holidays,results,Lin's bday, tomorrow or just now??
Hahahahaa..There r just too much to tell n share..
Okay,there r hundreds of pichas yet to be upload..=)
Dunt worryy,I will.=))
But it sure gonna be a heck loooong post! =D
Okay,i think..im gonna start wif just today latest news.haha.
So yeah,had butterfly in my stomach while waiting for e results.
N yeah,i made it thru.But 10 points sux.
So yeah,Im gonna giv my all for next year.
2006 taught me alot of thing.
I have to be discipline.
Got my result,not that thrill lyke i hav alwaes imagine.
Cos im expecting my result to be much better.
But watever it is,god given me another chance.
N I wont waste my another year again.
N im gonna start from e bottom to e top.cheyyy.=)
NUR ZAHIRAH,I LUP2 U! HAHA! WEE~!
WE GONNA HAVE OUR GRADUATION N PROM NIGHT TOGEDER
NXT YEAR.=')
LOVEEEEEE UUUU!!

Before dat,darling fetched me under my block.
He was so happy to see.So loving n so missing me.
Lalala.Hes been dere for me all along in my ups n dwns.
W/o hym,i wouldnt be passing my Maths.
He is my everything.my lover.husband,n a soulmate.
I love you.
Happy belated 2 yrs Anniversary which should be on the 17th! =''))
We still haven had our proper celebration togeder.
We will.tomorrow k syg..!
Darling sent me to skool n waited for me outside till i got my result.
He wanna be dere for me for watever the outcome might turn out.
Whether i flunk or i pass.= '')
So yeah,got my results n i reached out to hym.
My lovable darling.Hug n kisses.
Finally,the friendship episode has closed.
We r back together like before.
Finally,the Mean Girls have come to an end. =)
Then back to my house wif darling.
Had lil funs wif darling insyde dere.

By 6-7plus lyke dat have to be at Eastpoint Sakura for Lin's bday celebration.
Anw,Happy 17th Birthday darling cousin! =))
3 more months den my turn.hahahaaaa.!
So yeah,we had our huge family gathering.
My clan.hahahaaaa.
Btw,i videotape alot at KL,n just now events.
Tgk jgn tk tgk!! =)))

Ill post bout the KL wen I got the full pichas from dada.
She still haven sent it to me.alott okeh.
wackyy n crazy pichass.=))
N i went to P Ramlee's real house.
Okay,tell ya next tyme.haha!=)
Then yeah,we had a great tyme eating,laughing n chattering.
They congrats me for my results.
IM sort of e dumbest of all.
Lin got 4points for Ns result last year.
Dada gor 6points way long ago.
Nana got 8 points few yrs back.
N me?
I got 10 points.
Aiyooh.Im e lowest.But still i made it thru.haissh.
So yeah,as u can see all of our points r even numbers!

Okay, done.Im so tiredd.
-idah_cicak

Nightmares over

2006-12-18T19:23:00.000-08:00

I PASSED MY NLEVELS!!
I WAS PROMOTED TO SEC 5!!
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
I MADE IT!!!!!!!! =''''))
I PASSED EVERYTHING.

ENGLISH= FOUR
COMB.SC= FOUR
ART= THREE
MALAY= FOUR
MATHS= FOUR
COMB.HUMANITIES= THREE

HAHAHAHAHHAA..I PASSED EVERYTHING..
BUTGOT EXACTLY 10 POINTS..
FOR BEST 3 SUBJECTS.
But seriously,im expecting 10 & below.k nvm.
I should be overjoyed!
Goin out to celebrate Lin's bday at Sakura!
Weeee~! Nightmares overr!!

Update later=))
-idah_cicak

tkot

2006-12-18T10:28:00.000-08:00

Results in 3hrs plus...
Im scared.. ='(

Ill post everything later.
Lotsa events happening.

Back from holidays

2006-12-17T09:54:00.000-08:00

IM BACCKKKK!!
DARLING,I LOVE YOUUUUU!!!
RESULTS IN 11MORE MORE HOURS!!
DIEEEEE.
TAGBOARD,ILL CHANGE A NEW ONE TOMORROW.

STAY TUNED
-IDAH_CICAK

YAY!

2006-12-17T09:27:00.000-08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

She's back!

Meeting her 2mrw!

QENAovecmaW:OPNEWEN:WE

So glad!!

Another day of missing her

2006-12-16T05:01:00.000-08:00

Its the 2nd day of her holiday. My 2nd day of torture and boredom without her.

Getting better now. The rashes are gone but still need to take the steroids though.

Yeah i know the tagboard's gone crazy. I cant seem to tag either. It doesnt even display the tagboard. I don't have any idea why.

Heard baby didn't get to ride the rollercoaster. What a waste. If it was me i would definitely give anything to play it. If only i was there then she would have a partner!

Yes. Its another 3 hours approximately to our 2nd year ANNI!

But spending it alone at home! Its ok darling i understand. I'm still jobless and stressed about lotsa stuff.

Anyway on Monday good luck to all the N' Lvl people. Baby's worrying too much about her results.

She did her best and put in effort. That's what that matters right? I know she's gonna make it.

After that we will drown our sorrows or celebrate our happiness somewhere.

Anyway, i miss your sight, touch and smell dear.

Awaiting you always.

Happy 2nd Year Anni in advance!

Missing Her

2006-12-15T07:15:00.000-08:00

Well, my baby's gone to KL. And i'm here stuck in Singapore missing her like hell. :(

To be honest, after spending every single day with her, i feel lost as to what to do or where to go without her by my side. Its a real terrible feeling i should say. But the good news is, this Sunday on the 17th, is our wonderful 2 years ANNI !

Now i'm here rotting at home with bad rashes and 2 swollen hands and abusing myself with computer games. So hard to find work here in Singapore with all the Chinese-Speaking advertistments. No offence, but i feel its very unfair towards the non-Chinese.

AH forget about that. Just talked to dearest over the phone a while ago. Looks like she's having fun shopping and going starbucks there. I'm happy for her. She needs a break to get her mind off the results which i believe are coming up next Monday. All the best for her and i hope she makes it. No matter what, she did her best and i will be there for her.

AND she left me here in Singapore when she just got prettier with a new look!.

Awaiting her since the second we departed.

Cant wait to have you back in my arms baby.

Im so happy!!

2006-12-14T23:01:00.000-08:00

Last glimpse of my straight hair.
Straightening e upper part.=)
Candid.haha
Looked lyke nyonya kan?? above.=.=''
All done.=) How was it?
Few secs modelling.hahaha!
This is it.
Okay tk? =.=''
1st person to show,DARLING.

Idah & Sen=)

Woke up early in e morning.
Got appointment at 10.30 but I am too kiasu dat I came
1 hr earlier.hahah!
Then for e meantime went to Ntuc n bought 3 packs of Kinder Bueno.=)
Ate half of it.=)
The moment i step into e salon,
The lady told me my hair is damaged n too dry.
hahah!
All due to e rebondings & colorings.
In fact,im used to it.
Every salon saed e same thing bout my hair.hah!

So she suggested me not to go for Ceramic Perm.
As the machine is too hot for my damaged n dry hair.
So she recommended IONIC PERM.
The latest perming she saed.
Korea or watsoever lah.
N she saed Ionic more better den Ceramic.
As hot machine may destroy e hair.=)
The actual price should be $180 for my hair length.
But U NOE WAT?
SHE IS SO KIND N GENEROUS N JUST LET ME PAY ONLY FOR $100.
AMAZING KAN?
Only for me.
But if u any of u guys wanna do it,
tell me den i tell her.=)
Shell let u pay only $120.=))

So yeah,it turnt out awesome to me.
Cos at e very least there is somthing new abt my hair.
if only my hair is colored,the curls would be more obvious den!=)
we had a great tyme chatting bout stuffs.haha.
It took me bout 3-4 hrs.
Cos I dunt have a thick hair u see.
Her friend went into e salon.
N complimented my hair n stuff.
Then dey r e ones hu offered to take for me some of dose pichas!
Thanks alot.=)
Chatted n chatted.
Simply having a great tyme.
But most of e tyme i read my book!haha.
Yeah,in e salon.
No! I dun wanna be a bookworm! haha

What saddened me now is dat..
My daddy..
He forbids me to go n make my hair..
But i still went on with it..
N now daddy is ignoring me.
I hate it.
Im feeling totally selfish,defiance n one rebellious kid.
He bought for me everythings.
N even a simple thing,I nvr heed his advice.
Am i too much?
Im sorry daddy.= (
Ive been waiting for this moment.

Then went & fetched darling over at Pasir Ris.=)
Simply loves his reactions.hahaaa.
Anw,ill be leaving in 7hrs tyme. =(
Im gonna miss my 2yrs anni.
N darling...
Hes goin to be all alone..
Sayang.. tke gud care of urself.
Dok rumah,jgn marayap! =p.
I lup2 u!!!

So yeah,den went to White Sand Shopping Mall.
Bought puffs from Delifrance.
Ate it in e bus wif darling.=)
Reached bedok,bought Jeffir Chicken Rice.
Proceed to my crib.
Yeah,dats it.=)

Psst: darling,get well soon. loves u honeyy!!

Aniwae,HAHAHA.
Received msgs n call from a sislurp.
She still is okay!
I MISSSS U SOOO.HAHAAA.
Okay,others dunno.=)
Im so glad to hear her voice.
Ive been missing her terribly.=)
She is my very close fren.
Its not easy to break off our ties over some stoopid stuffs.
We lyke shouting over e fone,
"I MISSS YOUU.".
haha.well i have to write it down here.
Cos im so happy dat no one could ever inderstand e way im feeling now.=')
Except darling.
Whatever happened in e past months,
let bygones be bygones.=)
True frenship lasts forever.
Put an end to dose gossips,hatreds n everything.=)
Weee~!
Huever u r,loves u! :)

-Okay darling will b taking care of my blog for e nxt 3 days.=)
Tkc ppl!

-idah_cicak

Casino Royal 007-Lame

2006-12-13T19:54:00.000-08:00

The three books that I borrowed from e library.

Wee~! I have finished reading the center book.

Love novel.Totally great book.Loves it.

On e right,more to teenage love life n stuff.

Currently reading that now.=))

On e left is about a teenage crazy over a pop singer.

Aniway,Im not a bookworm eh! haha.

Yeah right.

Btw,all e books r thick.haha.

N i loves it.=)

Okay,

Ive been stucked at home mostly of e days.

N darling is so kind enough to drop by my house.

again n again.=)

See,sucha lazy ..

nono..not gonna call myself a pig..hahaha.

Sucha lazy girl.=D!

Watched Casino Royale in my room.=)

The movie was boring to us.

We din understand wat is it all abt till e end.

So we had our funs.

Talked craps n did silly stuffs.haaa.=)

Perming my hair tomorrow morning at Bedok Reservoir Salon..

Well..I dunno which emoticon should i put..

Should I be happy or sad?

Happy cos im trying sumting new.

Sad cos..

Im loving my natural+rebonded hair but it sux at e same tyme

bcos of e front curl.haaa.

GUYS.

2 MORE DAYS TO KL.

5MORE DAYS TO NLVELS RESULTS.

ITS MAKING ME NAUSEOUS.

FROM MONTHS ALL E WAY TO WEEKS N DAYS-

NLEVELS RESULTS.

God,plssssss...........

I feel sick wenever I think of it.

-idah_cicak

Missed out pichas

2006-12-13T13:59:00.000-08:00

My hunk
Romance=)
Greyscale.

Pichas dat I missed out.=)

Replies to taggies.

Sori 4 e late reply.

Sumting is wrong wif my flashbox taggie dat I have to change it.=)

shasha:
lerr.aku ngn anis plan this thursday seii.hmm,kalo lepas result,pegi sentosa uh..
idah:okay dokie babe.=)

Yana Lee:
i loveee your natural look :D
idah:Thankiu veri muchies.=)

Sheryl:
Idah love!! *Mwahz! Perming your hair? Wee* Trust me, you're gonna love your perm after tt! *Tc yea lovely!
idah: yup2! tomorrow! hehe. yeah hope so.
Cos im gonna miss my straight hair real soon.
Tkcc sweets.
Mazleena:
Idah ! suweeet la kamo ! serious ! how come u lawa nik ! jeles kiter . hehes <33s
idah:hahaa.u flatter me lah.thx.niwae,
ure way more photogenic.=)
syida:
baybe_ghurl1710@hotmail.com juz add me up ok n we chat there.. :)
idah:done. =)
-idah_cicak

Romance<3

2006-12-12T20:09:00.000-08:00

Darling put e cap on me n insisted taking my photo.
I love you.
Baby imang.
Currently displaying this pic as my hp wallpaper.loves it.
Darling taught me this clown's smile.

See,Im learning to do e clown's smile.hah
Lovebirds.
Solarised.
Baby mua! Missing Youuu..
sEn & Idah
Under e void deck.

Ucuk smellllyyyy.

Huggggggsss.

Muker tkle angkat!!

Grrrrrr..

Candid.Loves it.
Rokok Gulong.
We r using e same hp.Figure out e model by urself okeh.?
"Makcik" gave it to me from Batam.=)
Our hp n watch.hehs.=)
Baby wif MEOW.
Sebokk jek taw nie kuceng.

Helloo baby,watcha lookin at?

Okay done.=)
Niwae,watched "BOO" kinda ghost story wif darling in my room just now.
Bye,wanna continue reading my love novel.
dooodles.

-idah_cicak

Great night! <3

2006-12-11T23:36:00.000-08:00

WoHoooo.!
Had sucha splendid moment wif darling just now!
Totally cool,wacky,crazy n romantic moments! =)

Well,I din post bout yesterday happenings right?
Okay,here it goes bebeeeeh.=)
Ngaji was great yesterday!
But its getting tougher n im getting slower.
hahaha.nvm! slowly bebeh.haha=)
Darling fetched me over at Tampines.
Lovey dopeyy tyme in e bus n all e way!=D.
Went to Kedai Mama shop n bought alot of snacks n cup noodles.=)
Proceed to my room n we watched OM-BAK.=)
Totally cool movie to watch.
Alot of fightings here n dere wif totally cool moves,Muay Thai.=))
N darling was so cute n excited.syg dierr~! =)
Budden at night,we got a lil dispute.
Which ended up we ignored each other till today at late afternoon!
haha! But well,we possibly wont waste our number of days left
over some stoopid smallie matter right?
N we damn missing each other so much!=)

Went over to darling's void deck by 7.45pm.=)
We were still at longgerheads back den but HAHAHA...
Im forcing myself not to smile..hahaa..
So went over to sit under a void deck.
Darling kept disturbing me wif his cute ways n stuffs.
N sarcastic ways as in gurau senda nyer uh.
N he kept staring at me.
WHICH MADE ME TOTALLY BLUSHED.hahaa.
I hate it if anyone stare me lyke dat.hahaa.
I duno y..But suddenly i bcame so shy n kept on blushing
just lyke e 1st tyme I got to noe hym.
The scene was lyke our first moment togeder,
where we duno wat to say except blush blush n blush! hahaha!!
So yeah,we had our lovely n cute moment dere just now.
Slowly,we reconcile w/o realising it.
Well,let nature take it course.
We decide our fate,but destiny is destiny.
Okay,mcm paham! haha!

Then darling bring me to a spot.=)
It was sucha cooling n awesome night u see.
Breezy n e weather is just so perfect.
Went to this long bridge.=)
I was too shy,okay dunt ask y.haha.
He was looking so hawt.heee.wee~!
N he did alot of cute n romantic things which i
think,we kept it within ourselves.=)
Then we took alot of great2 pichas.=)
N funny videos which I insist all of u hafta to watch it!
hahahahahahahah!!

So yeah,we had sucha great tyme taking alot of funny videos
n cool pichass.=))
Yippeee bebeh.
Thats all.=)
Love u so much honeyy.

Something is wrong wif e blogger dat i cant upload my images.
damn.

-idah_cicak

Sweet moments togeder<3

2006-12-09T22:32:00.000-08:00

The bus was moving,so yeah.
Hu else BUT US.=)
Reading e instuctions.
This is how i look in e house.hah

Im so loving darling n my dgcam! =)

Went over n met darling at Toa Payoh.
Surprised hym wif Cheeseburger for breakfast! haha.
N he surprised me wif Lexus Chocolate n Apollo.
Every lil things we do is a surprise u see.haaaaa.

He looked extremely cute wif his new shert.=)
Went over to Macdonald,sat n eat.
We had a great tyme a usual.=)
Talking bout stuffs.=)
Board the bus,cuddles n snuggles.=)
Decided to go Woodland to play e arcade dere budden
we decided not too cos its waste of money.haha.
So went over to my house.
Seriously,even thou we got nowhere to go,
dat doesnt mean we cant spend our tyme togeder.=)
Its being togeder is wat we alwaes been lookin for.

Bought snacks n drink from Kedai Mama.
Proceed to my house=)
Loving every single moment of it spent wif darling.
Chilled n rested.
Then we watched "DON".
Me for e second tyme.I just love it u see.
N darling so cute n smart.muackzs!
We ate cup noodles n snacks we brought earlier on.=)
Overall,we had a great tyme in my house,okehh??hahaa

Guys...
9 more days to Nlvels results..
8 more days to my 2 yrs Anniversary..
6 more days to my trip to KL..
4 more days to finally decided to perm my hair..

Goshh..Suddenly alot of events..
Im feeling so dreadful at e tots of results...haish..
Niwae,going Ngaji tomoro! yay! hahahaaaa.

k byeee
Darling,I love u! wanna hug ur head! heh.muackzs!

-idaaahcicaaaak